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Sunday, October 31, 2004 / 10:29 PM

Well since all you people SUCK and won't get online and talk to me, I'm going to write about mah halloween. It wasn't all the eventful really, but still fun. it started out with me getting up at 11 (can you believe it?! it's because of daylight savings time, usually I would be getting up at noon...) and made me some breakfast and also ate 1 pancake with my mom's delicious huckleberry sludgey. I finished my calculus and dressed up in my most brightly colored and glowy stuff (I was a technicolor glowstick person thingy) and ate at pizza hut with eustacia and my family. then...we drove around the cemetery for awhile til it started getting dark. then we went trick or treating for awhile and UNLEASHED THE GLOWSTICKS!! OH MY GOD!!!! and then we went trick or treating some more. we made our own halloween beatbox song! and there were some mannakin dudes on a porch who tried to scare us but failed because we went to The Maize a couple days ago HAHA! but it was funny.

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it's the best quiz EVER

/ 9:58 PM

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it hurts to smile

Saturday, October 30, 2004 / 8:36 PM

we went to The Maize. there was this one where it was completely black and we couldn't see anything. well my brother and were hanging on to each other staggering along when I faceplanted on a sharp corner and split my lip open. this is when of those rare times when I want to file a lawsuit. it's still pretty swollen and bruised and scabbed, but at least it's mostly on the inside of my mouth. and I have to get the rest of my senior pictures taken on wednesday too. I liked the chainsaw guys though. they chased us. then on the way out of the parking lot Kay (mah aunty) realized she had a flat tire so I ran over to my mom's car to tell all the rest and we all gathered up by the pullout to the highway. here's the thing that made the whole trip worth it. we saw this red minivan run over one of those orange cones. and then it got lodged under the car. they kept putting on the brakes wondering what was going on. when they got up to the highway the driver finally got out to see what was under his car. it took awhile for him to get it out, and then he threw it in our general direction, probably because we were laughing so hard. so then I went home with my mom because I was still pissed about my lip, but later on Kay called and said her spare had popped when she went 50 mph over this pothole in the middle of a nice paved highway. stupid! and David (mah uncle) wouldn't answer the phone for a really long time so they couldn't get a ride home from Florence for a while and didn't get home til around 1 in the morning.

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ranting

Thursday, October 28, 2004 / 9:17 PM

I finally got my hands on the first issue of the salishian, and I was not impressed! as usual. a crappy watermark, header, images, spelling and punctuation blah blah blah! and the whole thing is in times new roman now! I like trebuchet MS better. I proofread the whole thing with a highlighter (obsess!)...they couldn't even spell vacuum right on an ad! people PAYED for that!!!!...officer lance is a weirdo. he wrote a big old article about how he's not out to get us...well a few weeks ago when shane and I went to see fahrenheit 9/11 we were going downstairs to get my coat and lance was standing there like an idiot and asked "what are you doing?" "getting my coat." "and what are YOU doing?" "I'm following her!" and then he told Shane he couldn't go with me because it would disrupt classes or some crap...weirdo.
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/ 5:14 PM

dissecting roundworms from hogs!!!!HOW CAN YOU RESIST?!! they're so huge and...nasty. tomorrow will be so much...worse. you don't wanna know what we're doing in the lab tomorrow.

people are so annoying. I don't understand. at lunch david wouldn't leave me alone when I was sitting there with my head down. and then roo, and then that annoying kid...kristinna tried saving me but it didn't work.

thursday is my least favorite day of the week. I tried to sleep...but I guess lying there for three hours was nothing to complain about either. I feel better kinda. I wish it were 90+ degrees outside every day. I CAN'T FEEL MY FINGERS!!!!

oh my goddd..d.ddd!.!!! I hate this.

do you know how hard it is to keep from saying what I REALLY need to say? diedieidieidieiididjleji!!

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the roof is on fire

Wednesday, October 27, 2004 / 10:03 PM

konnichiwa. I'm so bored and alone.

I got the proofs back. they weren't too bad I guess. I scanned most of them. I'm such a pirate.

and then suddenly I find myself at walmart spraypainting my car bright orange.

FASTFORWARD kicking leaves into the air, spasmatic at the sight of purple.

28 more days.......I won't die of anticipation, I can tell you this.

My dad should be receiving a card soon. remember when he set that kid's ankle? it was my photographer's son.

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Tuesday, October 26, 2004 / 8:59 PM

:( someone told me today that I look like a freshman....and it was five years ago that someone told me I looked like I was 20. what the hell?!

janie called me today and said that my senior pictures are in (the ones we've taken so far anyways...) so..I guess someone's gonna go pick them up tomorrow............

seneca came back. yay...not.

fyi by james: grushdeva is vengeance in the language of the Keeper of the Dead.

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one minute you're on top...

Monday, October 25, 2004 / 1:58 PM

I finally got James to tell me what's been up. I found him in a corner of the library during lunch. He says he wants to be a recluse from now on, because some certain people shafted him pretty bad. He's not as talkative as he used to be, and all this happened in less than a couple weeks. I've vowed this to myself, twice. To never talk to or be close to anyone again. To become a living shell. Look at me now. Whatever you do, don't do what I did.

My dad doesn't like Kyle's artwork on my car. "LOSER" in the back windshield and "retard" on the side in blue hairspray. Only cool people would get the joke...



Eustacia: daylight savings time ends next sunday.
me: (really tired) yaayy.
Eustacia: that means we're going to have less daylight!
me: boo.
(you'd have to be there)

guess what! I'm doomed (blessed?) to read only comics during reading period for the rest of this semester. I'm warning you now...my mind is about to be (more) seriously warped. (refer to pictures)

Brueggeman (the dude running for senator) talked to our class today. He said he's a "die hard alice in chains fan!" tough decision there...Willis the environmentalist, or Brueggeman the die hard alice in chains fan........hmm...Brueggeman.

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Sunday, October 24, 2004 / 9:27 PM

I hate my cat. she jumped up and balanced on my knee with her claws digging in...now my pajamas are all bloody and punctured...damn you all.

Early this morning the fire alarm kept going off, so I opened the door to see what was going on....nothing was up so I looked out the window on the way to bed and THERE WAS SNOW ON THE GROUND. I could have died. damn you all some more. it turned out that the cat made it go off because she was stuck in the sewing room.

I don't know what happened to my back, but it's sore. everywhere. either I was hunched up in that desk for too long doing that ACT or I slept wrong. I'm sure you REALLY care, but this blog isn't about YOU now is it.

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Less than satisfactory

/ 1:07 AM

I just updated my website.

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I've always dreamed of head explody powers...

Saturday, October 23, 2004 / 7:50 PM

I lay down on my bed at around four because I'm bored and not too enthused. Suddenly I open my eyes thinking it's early morning, except I'm wearing all my clothes and it's actually 7 pm.


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old friends

/ 3:00 PM

doubles666 : yo mah homegirl, wut's up?
Jeanette Gourlie: hi
doubles666 : umm...you know who this is right?
Jeanette Gourlie: no
doubles666 : it's Clarissa
Jeanette Gourlie: are you serious
Jeanette Gourlie: I love you, HI
doubles666 : lol
doubles666 : I love you too

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incredibly alone

/ 1:50 PM

welllll...4 hours of testing this morning. I freaked out halfway through so I'm not going to get the greatest score in the world...then I waited for my mom for an hour...OUTSIDE. the lady kicked me out because she was locking up. my mom took me to hotspot after that, but my feet still haven't warmed up. my brother's finishing the leftovers right now.

last night I cried my eyes out for like...a whole fifteen minutes. I don't think I've cried for a really long time. so...it's a new record.

my parents would never know half the stuff that goes on in my car when they're not there...god.
it's crazy.

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if only

Friday, October 22, 2004 / 7:35 PM

soo...kelly understands the crap i'm in since i haven't seen marshall since july...i picked up ian for her. but now everyone's so happy up there i had to leave. here i am.

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OH WELL!

/ 1:57 PM

Kelly's all pissed that no one wants to go bowling because she wants to meet ian there. well sorry, but we put up with you two for an entire day yesterday and I feel like hell so I just want to sit here so that I might have some energy for the ACT tomorrow. SHUTUP! oh okay, my mom's gonna take her...good, get outta here...

Kyle told Eustacia that I was the one who suggested to him that he shouldn't tell her that he got a different girlfriend. and in reality, it was him begging me not to tell her. he could care less that I'm mad at him because he thinks he's the king of the world. well boys will be boys, so I really don't care either. it's just that if eustacia had never told me, then she probably would never trust me again...bye

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going through some of my old conversations...

Thursday, October 21, 2004 / 11:57 PM

senorita nosehairs says:LET ME BE THE FIRST TO WELCOME YOU BACK
senorita nosehairs says:WELCOME
misanthrope says:WHY THANK YOU
misanthrope says:YOU'RE PROBABLY THE ONLY ONE, BUT THAT'S OKAY TOO
senorita nosehairs says:IS THIS YELLING OR JUST OVERLY ENTHUSED?
misanthrope says:I THINK THAT WE ARE ENTHUSED!
senorita nosehairs says:YAY
senorita nosehairs says:GRAB THE SUGAR.
senorita nosehairs says:(you would be a fun person to be hyper with!)
misanthrope says:MMM SUGAR
senorita nosehairs says:IT TASTES GOOD... LIKE... SUGAR!!
senorita nosehairs says:HELLOOOO
misanthrope says:HEEEYYY WHAT'S UP?????!!!!
senorita nosehairs says:NOT MUCH HERE.. JUST ME!
misanthrope says:OH WOW
senorita nosehairs says:I KNOW IT'S GREAT
senorita nosehairs says:HEY YOU'RE NEGLECTING ME!
misanthrope says:NO I WASN'T
senorita nosehairs says:OK.
senorita nosehairs says:DON'T MAKE ME START HATING YOU, YOU MISANTHROPE
misanthrope says::'(
senorita nosehairs says:YEAH THAT'S RIGHT
senorita nosehairs says:i hate your picture, i must say.
senorita nosehairs says:mine too
misanthrope says:HOW ABOUT THAT
senorita nosehairs says:HOW FITTING
senorita nosehairs says:AWESOME
misanthrope says:MWAHAHA
senorita nosehairs says:i want a new one. i'm loooking
senorita nosehairs says:what are you doing? playing games?
misanthrope says:i am checking out weird clipart once again
misanthrope says:and also talking to marshall
senorita nosehairs says:oh, is he saying anything good
misanthrope says:he said he went to a baseball game...and that has been the extent of our conversation so far
misanthrope says:did you see ratapult under old mcweirdo? it's purdy
senorita nosehairs says:what's it a pic of?!
senorita nosehairs says:oh goodness
misanthrope says:a cat catapulting a rat into the air!
senorita nosehairs says:it's beautiful. i must adopt.
misanthrope says:that's funny...I can only see the rat legs and tail up there
senorita nosehairs says:..it's like a mystery! (if you didn't know any better)
senorita nosehairs says:when will you get to see marshall next?
misanthrope says:around labor day I think

*later*

senorita nosehairs says:they are big. fields.
misanthrope says:they're full of interesting things too
senorita nosehairs says:once the bus was driving by the fields by your house one morning and there was a baby cow with crap all over its head. i'll never forget it.
misanthrope says:lmao
senorita nosehairs says:i know. it was really something. you should go check if the shit is still there
misanthrope says:it's sad at the end of the spring when they take all the babies away from their mommies
senorita nosehairs says:that's a stupid thing to say, c. suck it up now, and accept it.
misanthrope says:BUT IT'S SO SAD!
senorita nosehairs says:you are starting to suck again. shut up.
misanthrope says:fine.
misanthrope says:*pouts in corner*
senorita nosehairs says:oh that is stupid. no one pouts any more, it's out of style
senorita nosehairs says:OMGOSH THAT'S GENUIS
pouting is out of style says:YES
misanthrope says:damn
misanthrope says:I am like, so yesterday
pouting is out of style says:yeah. therefore, you suck. so stop it
pouting is out of style says:what are you going to do tomorrow?
misanthrope says:good question
pouting is out of style says:well i wanna know
misanthrope says:I don't know...haven't thought about it yet
pouting is out of style says:ok so don't
misanthrope says:fine
pouting is out of style says:so no?
misanthrope says:well I don't know what I'm going to do...I think I will sleep in and then...do other things...maybe I should clean up my room
pouting is out of style says:yeah. mine is really really messy, especially after the trip. i should do that too.
pouting is out of style says:your day sounds just like mine
misanthrope says:how fun
pouting is out of style says:what the hell is this supposed to mean:
pouting is out of style says:http://www.ludd.luth.se/users/bosse/books/coverart/bored.gif
misanthrope says:never know 'til ya read it
misanthrope says:'cause you can't judge a book by its cover now can you
pouting is out of style says:LOL
pouting is out of style says:you are the greatest
misanthrope says:I thought I sucked
pouting is out of style says:LOL
pouting is out of style says:that's what i'm talking about
pouting is out of style says:it's great
misanthrope says:oh ok then
pouting is out of style says:you know that story how to rule the world with a pair of nailclippers? remember?
misanthrope says:yes
misanthrope says:are we going to do it?
pouting is out of style says:well, sure. it sounds morbid enough
pouting is out of style says:anyway, the guy who makes that site is a kid your age. it's all really good stuff.
pouting is out of style says:plus, he looks effing hot. i wish i knew guys like that.
misanthrope says:really
pouting is out of style says:yeah he is
pouting is out of style says:but none of it matters
pouting is out of style says:like we care
pouting is out of style says:we hate him
misanthrope says:oh right
pouting is out of style says:he's a catch'
pouting is out of style says:we hate catches
misanthrope says:yes we do
pouting is out of style says:did marshall ask about your namesake
misanthrope says:noper...
pouting is out of style says:you should tell him about how you hate people. i think he would enjoy it
misanthrope says:aww that's like half of what we talk about every day
pouting is out of style says:i figgered this much
pouting is out of style says:is it about that time?
misanthrope says:what time
pouting is out of style says:to throw the towel in? i'm asking
misanthrope says:no towels for me

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I chopped his head off, but then he ran away

/ 6:04 PM

well I finally revealed myself this morning. Kyle said "clarissa! oh my god, I haven't seen you for so long, where have you been?!" and he hugged me. then a couple minutes later he said "oh my GOD, did I just hug clarissa??? geez, I've been hanging around girls for WAY too long..."

and we were able to fit nine people in my car! and now I know where the term 'flip a bitch' comes from......... it has to do with stuffing kelly and ian into the trunk and, well, flipping bitches...

we looked for a while for that stupid 30' holding tank thing by the cemetery, and I can't find it!!! it was perfect weather and everything. I'm mad.

and kelly's boyfriend is a jerk. I took him all the way to his house down kerr dam road. after he and his friend got out and slammed the door I had to yell "YOU'RE WELCOME!!!" they didn't answer.

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if I only could I'd set the world on fire...

/ 1:13 AM

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WTF

Wednesday, October 20, 2004 / 9:21 PM

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/ 9:02 PM

I just slept for nearly five hours, and I'm still dead tired. I woke up to my siblings and cousins piling into a white SUV I'd never seen before. Obviously it was of Kelly's doing. I feel sick.

I went to go talk to Lawrence today. This is going to be hard. But the stuff he's trying to put out there is really cool. This could be my big break into my post-college career. He says I'll be able to start working for them, and what I'm writing now is really gonna help me.

My dad went to my brother's football game last night, and this kid turned his ankle sideways literally and it was pretty bad so they called out to see if there was a doctor in the crowd...yeah, my dad. he reset it for him. he said it was really crunchy.

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yaee

Tuesday, October 19, 2004 / 9:28 PM

Guns and Roses my ultimate band i love these guys
and you get to share them with me, awww aren't
i kind


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that quiz was funny!!

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cognizant

/ 3:12 PM

I got my voting card today, and of course they HAD to spell my name wrong so I had to call in and get them to spell it right and send me another one. the lady admitted herself that she was incredibly stupid, so I am satisfied.
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yes, i'm plagiarizing once again EUSTACIA

Monday, October 18, 2004 / 10:21 PM

but if I leave a politically-correct citation it won't be plagiarizing....*ahem*

Fox, Sox. "Boredom, Beware." 18 Oct. 2004. Live Journal, 2004.
(http://www.livejournal.com/users/soxfox/)



About Yourself-

1) Favorite Color: black?? and dark blue and dark red plus all them earthy tones

2) Eyes: 3

3) Height: 5'6"

4) Wearing: a big old dark blue pepsi shirt clancy gave me for befriending him for four hours while he did the pepsi job, and some pajama pants that are fuzzyish

5) Favorite music: ummmm...a bunch of oldies rock stuff and some newer stuff and...stuff...it's good

6) Hobbies: well it's NOT answering this question, I can tell you that much

7) Pet Peeves: Stupid people, really stupid people, really stupid people who enjoy being really stupid, just people in general damn it, school, my boyfriend being a large distance away, overusing swear words, perverted foreign guys on the internet, ignorance, people who can't spell, video games, america, pollution, drugs, when my brother and dad won't pick up their GOD DAMN UNDERWEAR(S) AND TOWEL(S) OFF THE BATHROOM FLOOR, when my brother leaves half the contents of the fridge on the counter, slobs, chess, school dances, and much, MUCH, more.

Relationship-

1) Do you have a BF/GF: :)

2) Have you ever been in love: :)

3) Dates or not: fig?

4) Ever had sex: no...

5) If so, why: because I said so!

Random-

1) Describe your room: it's shaped all funky, the walls are the color that I hate the very most (this pink color that looks like a dog puked it up), and a puke green carpet but I can't complain there because it was free (except for the fact that I hate carpet with a passion), bed, nightstand that I covered with pictures last year for independent study, a book shelf, a stereo on some more little shelf thingies, even more shelves with all the chinese stuff I collect, a dresser with a 5 gal tank with my betta in it (I think her name is s'posta be henrietta...eustacia and I named her last summer), a blacklight and a bunch of crazy UV and glowy stuff everywhere taped on the ceiling, posters, including a kitty poster that my cat ironically peed on YAY

2) How many pets do you own: 1 dog, 2 kitties, 3 mice, 1 bettafishie, mixed demons

3) Favorite plant: umm...what about those yellow flowers that open up at twilight?
and...roses, various trees especially willow, shooting stars, sunflowers, and don't forget dandelions!

4) Best thing to watch/listen to: Thunderstorms!!!

5) What do you like to do when you're outside and alone? a whole lot of thinking...sometimes i'll go walking in the old pastures cuz they're huge, or if the sun's out i'll sleep in it

6) Out side and with someone else? Watch clouds, sing, talk, jump on the trampoline/waterfight, more fighting/wrestling if someone annoying is there, run, scream, swim

Finale'-

1) If you were told you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do: prove that they were lying

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o.O

/ 8:26 PM

omy GOD i just heard the SICKEST thing. my brother told me...that ian came to school today with cuts all over his face from KELLY'S BRACES and bragging about what he did with her this weekend. that is SO FUCKING DISGUSTING!!!!! i want to cry.

now I REALLY don't feel good. first i just had a headache cuz i wrote a three page essay that's supposed to be due on the fifth plus a bunch of cramps and shit damn FUCK!!!!!!!!!!
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:D

/ 6:16 PM

I took nick & derek home from football and guess what derek found on his trash can? a mangled skinless bird. so that's why that big old hawk was there when i drove home from school...dun dun dunnn
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the two-man guillotine saves time AND money!

Sunday, October 17, 2004 / 1:01 AM

my mom went to visit lawrence today because he had a stroke a couple months ago and he's still recovering from it. well since he's still not the best at typing one-handed, he wants to hire me to write a grant for him. it's for this architectural project he's doing to do construction out of natural/recycled materials, which is exactly what I want to get into if really do decide to major in it. so i might have gotten yet another, short term, minimum wage job...woohoo!
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YAY SOMETHING TO DO!

Saturday, October 16, 2004 / 1:06 AM

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. watch
2. blanket
3. cat

THREE THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT RECENTLY:
1. (how about the last three things i bought, whether that's recent or not)this funky lookin hippie shirt
2. cereal for the graveyard
3. a gir antenna-topper

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK
1. this ain't my desk
2. but there's a stuffed ryo-ohki on top of the monitor
3. ender's game (book)

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1. marshall isn't a thing really.
2. internet
3. ibuprophen

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1. figure out what i want to do before i die
2. become a martyr
3. get laid (HA)

THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. odd
2. contradictory
3. dependable

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1. italian
2. german
3. danish

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. it won't run away
2. it's portable
3. makes a good prop

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. i can't fly
2. people can see me! :O
3. the effects of hormones

THREE THINGS PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. i'm a vegetarian
2. i've got wisdom teeth
3. and pretty much everything else...

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. DEATH
2. HATE
3. SUCK.

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. China
2. Japan
3. somewhere in the carribbean

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. Clarissa
2. My Liege
3. Asshole

THREE SCREENNAMES I HAVE HAD
1. thematrixhasyou86 (i used to use this as my alter-personality and met people clarissa knew with it)
2. summersky86
3. doubles666

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU NEVER DID
1. I don't
2. regret
3. a thing.

THREE REASONS YOU COMPLETED THIS SURVEY
1. it's 1 in the morning
2. only one person to talk to
3. my cat is sleeping on me
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sigh

Friday, October 15, 2004 / 10:04 PM

school...i tire of it so much. think of me as a dork, but i only go to learn. yes, i actually have classes where i learn this year. mr. hislop is the first social studies-related teacher who i have learned something from. and something worthwhile at that. i've had to take art as an independent study for the past year, but now it actually fit in my schedule. in calculus, you do learn a whole lot, but it's so useless you just have to wonder why someone took the time to figure it out. english is pretty boring but it's only a semester, and zoology is always interesting...tapeworms yum. besides, my social status dropped from a 0 to a -5 this week. james just leaves after he eats now because i quit talking to him and my good side died this week. so he really did get spooked. i returned back to the depressed mood, but i'm hoping that's just the pms talking.
I just finished ender's game. it was pretty good. there's a whole series but i just can't find those in polson now can i. the public library didn't even have this one. it would be beyond awesome if marshall really did come back next semester, and now that it's a possibility i can't get it out of my head and it's all i think about, so i have nothing else to say...
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sheep

/ 2:12 PM

following the herd, cuz i've already found this same one in two blogs already. i'm sure there will be a fourth soon...

complaints:I am NOT undependable or superficial. and I don't know exactly what frugal and stingy means, but it probably isn't me either. it's my friday naptime now so saiyonara.


You are green. Perhaps one of the most balanced of
all the colors. By balanced, I mean balanced
in both bad and good parts. Let me elaborate:
You're a natural, and somewhat superficial
person. You're extremely generous, but, to add
to the confusion, you're frugal and stingy.
You're a forgiving, but jealous person. You're
imaginative, but still logical. At sometimes,
you're a complete neat-freak, and other times,
you're a total slob. You're very stable, but
undependable. But onto the other traits that
are associated with this color... You're a
stubborn person, simply put. Do you believe in
Feng Shui? Green is closely related to the
thought of having a balanced environment, you
know. When in a bad situation, you're
painfully pessimistic, and when you're in a
good situation, you're extremely optimistic. A
fairly outgoing and amused person, you enjoy
talking to people, and hearing their thoughts
on different things. As a plus, when people
hang around you, it seems like time passes by
all the more quickly.

What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

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Thursday, October 14, 2004 / 10:19 PM

hahahahaha, you've just gotta see some of those definitions for punk on dictionary dot com. yes, it was clancy who brought this to mind. good old 4th of july memories...mwaha.

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i bored

/ 10:00 PM

found this on deviant art, written by freefall127

is love lust? is depression a serotonin deficiency? is happiness synonymous with contentment and thereby boredom? is elation the mixture of adrenaline and dopamine? is it just our chemicals that make us feel? if we're just controlled by our impulses then why are we self-destructive? why are our impulses acting against us? if nature is the most efficient system, then what are humans? ineffective, illogical, impractical. either way, is this real?

and as long as it means nothing to me, i'm free to speak.

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/ 9:02 PM

Well I guess it's ok if you flirt (but not really, you cheater!), but WHY with DAVID GRIEF?!?! WHYWHYWHYWHY!?!!! Suck. okay I'm done.
Anyways...on the way to the auditorium I had this big old spanish conversation with mrs. Simpson. Don't know where I was going with that...and my locker doesn't shut right. I kicked it. Now it won't shut at all. I'm upstairs writing this on my pocket pc so I guess I'll go copy and paste this later. There's a program for livejournal but I ain't got no account. Book reports are so useless and stupid. My dad made my mom buy a new stove just so he could put the old one in the big garage. So now we have THREE STOV£S! pointless. Well it's his own money and he can do whatever he wants with it, but it's still such a waste... Damn it. Bye.

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wait a minute...did you go mute without telling me?

Wednesday, October 13, 2004 / 10:38 PM

my mom laughed at me because I have a gray hair. well excuse me, but I like my gray hair, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. it's her own fault I have it anways. genetics......early gray hair, and I mean early...
eustacia reminded me that it's picture day tomorrow...and told me to wear my faery shirt and black bondage jacket..so i am. my mom's not ordering pictures anyway, so what the hell.
I'm growing less and less enthusiastic at an exponential rate. I want to RuN. instead nick and I slapped each other in the knuckles. and I had a normal old fit of histerics. I forgot what I was laughing about...oh yeah, scaring the cat. I'm easily amused...during temporary insanity.

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SHIT...literally

Tuesday, October 12, 2004 / 9:42 PM

today was my parents' anniversary, and so it just happened to be perfect timing that the septic system was also getting pumped. my mom joked that they would make their vows over the tank.
so i'm having a shit day. there's a big old calculus final tomorrow. and james just pissed me off so much that i didn't say a word for the rest of lunch. i might have spooked him, but you never really can tell with that kid. it's the most annoying thing i've ever been through. he will not LEAVE ME ALONE. he won't stop poking and prodding and messing with my hair and pushing the happy button. he thinks it's funny when i say i'm sad but little does he know other people really have feelings. i have to sit with him and only him three out of five days of the week.
I want Marshall and I want to HIDE and curl into a ball of death and destruction.
...and a special something to go with my day:


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omgimtalkingaboutschool

Monday, October 11, 2004 / 9:04 PM

aah! i'm feeling 50 emotions all at the same time! no wait...51.
can you belieieieivve that i got a 97% in GOVERNMENT? hislop even sent my parents a be-happy-and-proud postcard. and a 99% in zoology! i'm sure that's because of that one quizam where i was the only one who passed... with a 110% at that...and the iowa test scores came back too, my highest one was spelling of course, 99%. i'm a spelling FREAK! in calculus we have to learn a pretty large chunk of the greek alphabet. yup. just to write all the equations and proofs and crap. oil pastels are fuuun. we got to do a sunset/mountain thing all purdynstuf. i have a set of japanese oil pastels. just thought i'd add that. we're studying jellyfish and coral and anemones and hydroids in zoology. there's a quizam tomorrow and i shall ace it. I HATE SCHOOL. DOES IT NEVER END?!!! it's pointless. i only have 57 notecards filled out and i have written every single known fact within the history of the solar system about the patriot act on them. did i mention that i need a hundred?????? my god. i could write a fifteen page paper with all the crud i have on those 57. wars are a coverup. it's just a workup over a lie, and then a fight starts up to divert the attention of the media from the NASA conspiracies. I read that in the after dark magazine last year. just thought you should know that. my dad says he can't do situps as fast or as much as i can. mah old man. FAREWELL

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unnecessary

Sunday, October 10, 2004 / 10:18 PM

i am bored, don't you know it? i do. i sit with a bike chain to my left and a ryo-ohki to my...up. a cat is trying to climb in my lap but my legs are scrunched up and ender's game is in my lap. I skipped out on a neighborhood party. i don't want to meet the neighbors, and i don't want to eat their food either. it's not like i'm ever gonna see them again anyways. i think i only have one non-annoying friend. no complaints i guess, because i used to not have any at all. and the annoying ones are good to beat. i'll be gone in a few short months, then i'll be back to my old pouty hating self. should i even have the right to condemn myself yet? maybe it'll be the happiest i've ever been, being in college. but whatever.

ich liebe!

STALKER

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laffadaday

/ 1:29 AM

today this lady walked up to me in walmart and asked for my underwear size.

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Friday, October 08, 2004 / 7:46 PM

wish granted...ha!
we skipped the parade and went to the cemetery. sickening things happened (james+food=sick) and then we played on the tombstones and killed james' back. then i took him home because his parents are weird and then we climed trees at sacajawea and then we were entertained by eustacia's laptop. and then...eustacia stayed there while we took roo home and then i took emily home the end. i was wondering why there was so much traffic but then i remembered it was homecoming. all that took five hours...

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awesomely cheesy

/ 1:23 PM

YOU CANNOT RESIST THE CLICKY
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this is strange and interesting

/ 1:13 PM

http://mokasdogblog.blogspot.com/

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/ 11:56 AM

what a deal. all my classes before lunch, i get to skip the lunches and go home to make my own at 11:20, I get to miss the pep rally (YEAH!!!!), and i'm gonna go back to see the parade at 2 just for kicks. i think i'm becoming a lazy ass this year. GOOD, because my junior year brought me much trauma. well I did get the front page program manual from the animal shelter today, so I won't be a complete lazy. the thing on msn today is just stupid. I would have expected a little more from japan. and the gymnast thing is just funny. i really hope i find something to do after the parade, or i'll be spending the rest of my day on the internet like i did last friday. and all the days in between..............

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awesome

Thursday, October 07, 2004 / 8:56 PM

so it was roo who told him....the truth unfolds

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school's out til summer

/ 5:24 PM

today...was weird al day...in our terms of dressing up for homecoming week. so everyone was dressed up in cowboy attire 2day, as james put on a bright red button up shirt with junk food pictures all over it over his big old tan sweatshirt. the rest of our lunch table wears hawaiian. and as i drive out of the parking lot, there is shane with his afro, hawaiian shirt, and accordion. how did he know it was weird al day?????! my blog, it is so full of useless crap, eh? blogs are useless crap so who cares. news on the trailer house dog...his owners had a big old yard sale last weekend. actually i haven't seen that dog for awhile. weird al's guitarist played alice cooper. well, first al told us that we could be more leniant in this concert because it was such a small crowd and all, so he'd be taking requests. so of course, eustacia and i are screaming at the top of our lungs EBAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! so then al says "okay, how about we just let our guitarist pick a song to make it easier." and he says "well...i was thinkin maybe somethin like...alice cooper." "NO I mean one of OUR songs!" "well uh...I dunno..hmm..." then he just busts out and the rest of the band joins in. then al sung alice cooper HAHAHA hey guess what sari just wrote me an email.

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Wednesday, October 06, 2004 / 5:36 PM

only ten notecards' worth of notecard writing and my brain is fried. i need to finish this by the end of the month. and a book report by the middle. and a serve project by...sometime. my brain hurts. jeanette might not make it into the air force because of the heart thing...nothing to say. st. helens should explode. so should yellowstone. just get it over with without all the suspense. well, time to kick james' ass at minesweeper flags...

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004 / 8:48 PM

eustacia and i did our homework at the cemetery after school. i like it there, it's just that the track team just happened to show up. creepy hearing the mass hyperventilating in motion as they ran by at the other side of the hill. i tried taping it but cassettes suck. that would have been cool! i'm weird.

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hi ho missoula

Sunday, October 03, 2004 / 7:10 PM

i went there. i always go visit the hippy and art shops galore downtown. and my cousins too. we watched kill bill 2 and played instruments for awhile. emily tried to teach kyle all the scales on her keyboard but it's pretty much hopeless. my mom won a free henna tattoo at this belly dance thing she went to a couple nights ago and she gave it to me because she's allergic to e v e r y t h i n g. so i got one at the rainbow's end and after that was done we went to all the other hippie shops. it smells really strong. i hope it does something because i can't see any color change between the cracks. i'll just have to see when i take it off. on the way to my grandparents' house from rockin rudy's there was a big old anti-bush rally. yeah, and i did register to vote on friday.
i told james a couple nights ago. he got sad and left.

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Only I would blow my Friday away on the internet.

Friday, October 01, 2004 / 5:55 PM

no comment.

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FUCK

/ 3:46 PM

none of the pictures turned out. they're either washed out or there's millimeter-sized al in the lower left corner. what is that supposed to mean?

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