disclaimer

alright, THAT'S IT!!!!! I'm mad.......for some reason. I'm being avoidant of them all. their laughing is starting to drive me insane...I don't understand laughter right now...it's not that I'm in an especially bad mood...I'm just..on another page.

I'm afraid of fire, even if I don't act like it. I was probably accused of witchcraft and burned at the stake in a pastlife. yep....wait, NO...that would suck.

One day, I skidded around the corner by Jesi's apartment, and all the right people were there to experience the madness...and all the wrong ones. It was homecoming, so police were EVERYWHERE. luckily they didn't hear me, even if they were less than a block away.

MAKE THE LAUGHING STOP!!!

I dreamt that Karen died. tuberculosis I remember her family member saying. I don't even know what that is, but it was there. it was all sudden...we were just hanging out at some house, and the family member said she had to take her to the hospital half an hour ago...and then like 15 minutes later she said she died. it was........random. just a random dream. more random dreams: the Morigeau house burning, and another one was the polson bridge collapsed and there was no way for me to get home.

yay I have an excuse to not take kelly to the skatepark tomorrow to make out some more! eustacia...to graveyard. my other excuse was saying that I feel like hell...because I feel like hell, frankly.

RE!

SPECT!!

WALK!!!

what did you say?