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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 / 10:32 PM

dreams.

i had some interesting ones today. especially since i took a five hour nap this afternoon, and i dream way more in the daytime.

the first one, i was reading a comic strip showing how ironic it is that the ones you trust most could have the worst of intentions. thought provoking really.

number two. i'm not all that attracted to suspension, but this was amazing. first i was soaking in a hot springs. it was cloudy and you could just see all the minerals in it. it wasn't all that hot but very nice. then i was in a room with hooks in my upper shoulder blades, and also on the outside edges of my feet too. maybe more. there were all sorts of people in the room, but i felt very trusting of all of them. so before i knew it i was attached to ropes and on my way off the ground. and all of this was so real. at first it burned and ached overwhelmingly, i was sort of freaking out. a guy lifted a little of my weight so all of it wouldn't be on the hooks until i got used to the feeling. i also played around with my position because i was attached to a pulley system of sorts and i used my hands to hang on to the ropes. then the endorphins kicked in and it was amazing. i got sort of cold and sweaty as my body went into shock, and the pain actually felt nice. i was taking slow, deep breaths. it was like i was in a trance. i felt like i was being absolutely cleansed. soon i had to keep my eyes closed in order to concentrate. i don't think i was up more than a minute until the feeling was just too overwhelming. i asked the man behind me if I could be lowered now and he said of course. there was more tension in my feet hooks so i had to stand on my toes until he lowered me into a kneeling position. he released the ropes and moved on to the next person being suspended. i pulled all the hooks out myself and i was so excited that i just did it. and then i woke up and was sad that it didn't actually happen. but hey, maybe it did.

isn't it silly how my dream life is so much more exciting than my life-life? i wonder why my shoulders feel sore like they have open wounds...hmm....still need that lip piercing.

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