Thursday, November 01, 2007 / 2:52 AM
every night in my dreams, jessie tells me how great her life is. i know it is. i can't even imagine right now. and i'm tired of denying this: i hate my life. and i am a jaded, useless, pessimistic, emo fuck. for the rest of my life i'm going to have to settle for second best. because my one rejected me. sure, everyone around me constantly says they love me, but they don't matter. there is only one that matters. tell me i'm closed minded all you want. what does it matter anyway? i try to continue on with someone else, but it just ends up with me pretending the other person is him. except it isn't. fuck this life.
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