Saturday, November 17, 2007 / 8:07 PM
today was retarded. i went to the craft show with my mom at the kwa tuq nuk today and one of her friends asked if i had heard from marshall lately because marshall and i did some work for him earlier, and i started crying really bad. it was embarrassing and stupid.i've been going really downhill lately. i won't talk to any of my friends, i just don't connect with them or anyone or anything anymore.
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Monday, November 12, 2007 / 2:46 PM
I have new skits! (p.s. the scroller only works in IE)the short stupid one
the longer offensive one
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Sunday, November 11, 2007 / 3:47 PM
"ya but the thing is.my love for musicis stonger than any love ive ever had.
i would honesty rather live a life without love than without music. cause music always lives on.
love always has disappointment waiting at the end of the trail. and its not necissaraly breakup disappointment. but life ends at one point. which means love does too.
but music lives on forever. even after life. because no one can destroy music.
so like i would rather have the love of my life find somone they love more than give up music.
ill be a hobo on the street starving every day before i give up my dreams.
but thats just the thing.
if you wanna follow your dream you have to do whatever it takes to get there."
-Clay Butte
hellyeah.
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Saturday, November 10, 2007 / 10:24 PM
today i realized i get more and more immature as time passes. we were in the middle school for eui's s&d meet and i switched around people's name tags on their lockers and took this rainbow holograph magnet on one that says Fabulous. god is it awesome. then i held it up every time something horrible happened (aka often). and i also re-realized how much i don't fit into the whole high school scene. i just don't get it. like why do people only cheer for people on their own team? does it make the person better just because you know them or something? so closed minded. i wonder if i fit in anywhere. nah, i don't. i'm pretty sure no one likes me that much. but that's my fault. hooray for...nothing.oh, and also speaking of immature, nick and his friend and i drank cinnamon firewater. the first shot was pretty good, but after awhile that shit tastes like cough syrup. it was nasssttyyy. p.s. i've still never been drunk.
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Friday, November 09, 2007 / 12:16 AM
i am alone. and let me stay this way. i can't take any more people entering and exiting my life. i can't take any more pain. i can't take any more.0 comments
Monday, November 05, 2007 / 12:13 AM
I just want to go home.
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Thursday, November 01, 2007 / 2:52 AM
every night in my dreams, jessie tells me how great her life is. i know it is. i can't even imagine right now. and i'm tired of denying this: i hate my life. and i am a jaded, useless, pessimistic, emo fuck. for the rest of my life i'm going to have to settle for second best. because my one rejected me. sure, everyone around me constantly says they love me, but they don't matter. there is only one that matters. tell me i'm closed minded all you want. what does it matter anyway? i try to continue on with someone else, but it just ends up with me pretending the other person is him. except it isn't. fuck this life.0 comments