Thursday, December 21, 2006 / 9:00 PM
today i have a migraine. and that's because last night i slept for the first time in three days. it's a lose-lose situation. the pain killers don't work. the sleeping pills don't work. i am screwed. my dad is giving me a glass of an alcoholic beverage every night to see if that does anything. it's kinda funny.
devon wanted me to visit today but i didn't. i just felt too weird about it. i feel like i've changed too much, but in actuality i've only started to admit to myself that i'm not a piece of crap. whatever that's supposed to mean. let's just put it this way, he's still not over me, and i don't wanna get molested again. yah, again. plus he's all annoying like james.
egh...nothing else happening, just wrapping craploads of presents, going for walks, attempting to rest, and waiting for marshall.
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