Sunday, November 26, 2006 / 11:53 PM
I'm going to be poetic.
I'm in love.
not just with Marshall.
With San Diego.
After going there...I can never go back. Montana is hell compared to that. The grass is always greener on the other side, I know...but you know what, the grass is freakin dead here. There, there are all kinds of flowers, kinds I've never even seen before, in full bloom, at the end of November. People have their christmas lights strung around the palm trees in their front yard. It's always sunny, there are palm trees everywhere, in straight lines, in bunches, or just one randomly in the middle of a parking lot. I've never smelled air so sweet. Maybe it was all the plant life. And never once did I see a bug. No bugs.
Three days ago, I was walking around outside all day in a tank top.
And the sun existed.
Today, there are three inches of snow on the ground and it's probably gonna be zero degrees tomorrow.
I cried at the airport. I had to leave to spare Marshall so I could stare out the window and just cry at it. Ugh. I wish we could have gone to the beach but no, we had to walk around in touristtrapdowntownland and Marshall goes and buys expensive food then laughs at all the tourists who buy the expensive food. Then he walks around some more and complains about how he doesn't like it. I don't know either. I don't know when I'm going to see a beach again. I'm going to be antsy now.
I love school. Don't you just love school? Just couldn't live without it. Best thing ever. Oh yeah. Uh huh. I need to study more and be happy less. Then everything would be...great?
Once again...I'm going to go be antsy now.
Yay it's midnight and stuff.
Stop the madness.
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