Thursday, February 02, 2006 / 10:54 PM
I went to talk to my RA to see if she knew anything about steph. all she knew was that steph's reason was "it's best i lived somewhere else." since she wouldn't tell my RA about it I'm guessing maybe she got in trouble for the pet rodents or something, but that isn't my fault is it? it's not my fault it's illegal and it's not my fault i'm allergic. it's amazing how much i can piece together from absolutely no information XD actually i don't even know if i'm right.
but the RA also said she hasn't checked out, which means she'll have to pay for both rooms til she does. she said she'll ask steph for a better reason then...
this has definitely been affecting me physically. I've been having these dizzy spells. i just want to know what's going on so we can work out whatever misunderstanding this is. i know she'll still never want to live here again but at least she'd know i didn't mean whatever happened. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING. i don't know anything about the thing that i supposedly ignited.
it's even better that marshall has been sleeping through all this for the past 36 hours. oh well. more reliable sources to converse with i guess. no offense.
last night i dreamt my mouth was full of big black beetles. the night before that was about aliens.
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