things everyone understands but me
Wednesday, November 09, 2005 / 11:13 PM
do people talk just because it's the socially acceptable thing to do? are there other reasons? is it because they love themselves? hate themselves? think someone cares? think everyone should care? their mouth is detached from their brain and just babbles on and on? why do people act like they're interested in other people? are they actually interested? do they just want a social status? do they just want to laugh at you in their head? are they bored and just can't be alone? why do they wear makeup? why do they laugh? why are they wearing that? why are they smiling? are they really human? are they just as scared of everyone as i am? why not? how could they not be? how do they just assume it's okay to express themselves to anyone?
i just have to stare at people thinking things like this. i just...don't get it. i'm deathly paranoid of everyone around me. i just want to know how people break that catch in their throat. what keeps them from not being afraid of their voice, and the voices all around them. all the eyes watching them, comprehending them. it's like they don't even think about it. they just...speak. it even seems like they enjoy it.
it's just me, isn't it.
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