sigh
Sunday, September 18, 2005 / 1:16 AM
PAIN.
with just a hint of...
pissed off.
and insomnia.
and pissed off again.
i find myself under influence of ibuprophen on weekends only for some reason or another. what's it gonna be next weekend? ten bucks on headache. bets anyone?
i should probably be under influence of tylenol pm on weekdays. but i'm just too scared of sleep. sleep=bad. when i do "sleep", i pass out into some sort of creepy dillusion. that's when i start crying or giggling or my mind spins so hard that i wake up more tired than when i passed out. then it takes me a few hours to figure out what is going on.
anger.
do you ever think back
to another time?
does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind?
do you ever wanna lead a long trail of destruction
and mow down any bullshit that confronts you?
do you ever build up all the small things in your head
to make one problem
that adds up to
nothing
-cd 3, track 2
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