Thursday, August 25, 2005 / 10:16 PM
the day after tomorrow. how does that feel? it feels weird. it feels like my family is abandoning me on a small island infested with humans. it feels like time will be at a standstill until i return home, and then i will wonder why things have changed. it will give me a new sense of freedom. and confusion. there is a book of little bead animals that roo let me borrow, and i made two little goldfish. one is orange and the other is blue and green with a long tail like a betta. i should put them on my dorm wall as remembrances of this summer. not the greatest summer, but a summer nevertheless. high school is over. i got a real job. we're all a little tougher and closer than we were before. we aren't breaking up, this is only the start. one thing i've learned, even if i did stay in one place people still leave. missoula has its advantages. i'll be closer to my cousins, grandparents, aunt and uncle. and i'll come visit polson whenever i can.
wednesday was my last day of being an extremejanitor. jen is moving to hamilton. that's probably the last time i'll see her. did the usual. decided it was the perfect day to get my ears redone (but not the cartilage this time...that just doesn't work) lots of reasons for that. just read the first paragraph. and i also got blue for sapphire because it's my birthstone, my 19th's in 2 weeks, and it reminds me of green day (you know..that song). and it's really weird. i can sleep on them. they aren't beet red like the cartilage piercing was for FOUR MONTHS STRAIGHT. it doesn't hurt when i bump them but i still cringe because i'm paranoid. i think this is going to work this time. so then we tried going to this supposed crop circle in kalispell that sandra and lawrence told us about...but it was all harvested and stuff...and then we went to see roo because it was her birthday...and we ate pizza and had a mini wonka experience. go ahead and ask.
and all i did was work for lawrence for 8 hours. we're cleaning up his hard drive by categorizing all his pictures and putting them all on cds. we messed with his pictures of the crop circles that he had taken on the 22nd and there were some cool looking orbs and weird stuff in them...not sure if they're 'real' but they're interesting anyway. i burned us a copy. sandra did another kirlian picture after wearing my ankh for four months (yay no one knows what i'm talking about!!) and she said there was a really big improvement. goodbye....go away...
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