mmm...blankets
Monday, July 25, 2005 / 11:09 PM
my senses were strangely heightened today. especially smell. i kept smelling citronella all over the house...then my mom said it was her rose candle...i smelled it so strongly it didn't even smell like rose anymore. then i smelled cigarettes everywhere...never figured that one out. and when i lie in my bed my sheets and blankets smell delicious...it smells like that smell your skin has when you've been in the sun. all my skin smells delicious too. then i just had to burn some incense just to see what would happen...and my eyes started burning and watering. suck. ow. i keep seeing lights in my room. maybe the aliens have found me at last.
people. i love them. it's completely unfair to like someone more than someone else. all of them have so much potential. i hate them. so judgmental of others. me suspecting the worst of everyone. that everyone is against me. people try to help me and i wonder why. it has to be a trap. they want to hurt me. but the only time they do is when i don't suspect it. no one is innocent. but it isn't their fault. they are innocent. stuck in their own ways, closed minded, always taught by someone other than themselves. always hoping everything will get better. spending their entire lives believing so, and never doing anything to change.
who cares. i'm delicious.
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