and i'm alone in my room right now
Wednesday, July 13, 2005 / 10:31 PM
how do i even start...no one would even want to know this, it's so horrible...well first my mom's friend from college, Joan, and her husband Jeff are visiting. Jeff came in to see my room when i was lying on my bed. he commented on my matrix poster and then saw the aliens hanging off my ceiling. he's part of this group in denver made up of people who can't sleep at night because...aliens (news flash: i'm an insomniac)...he gave me some stuff for my evil closet because he says it's an alien portal. this can't be crazy. it explains way too much. he says the drones are trying to keep us from what we're supposed to be doing. that explains my headaches and sleeplessness. and oh god...a couple weeks ago it just dawned on me that my alien dreams might not just be dreams. and jeff says that sometimes when he asral projects in his sleep he has to fight them to get back in. my mom asked me at orientation what my scariest dreams were...and i said aliens of course. they're either trying to kill me so i have to fight them (good thing i haven't lost a fight yet) or they're staring at me and following me around. their eyes never look away from yours and they're always behind you, watching. always behind you. oh god...i'm scared
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