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KiSSaDiLLa .
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Yoga. Craftin. Travels. Rock shows. Vegetarianism. Medical Technology.

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005 / 6:41 PM

i gotta work again tomorrow, and that clashes with my schedule.derreoiahoie!well remember those two crates of cats that came in last time? all the two day old ones went to the vet and the older kittens stayed at the shelter and THEY ALL HAVE 24059235027 FLEAS! so we had to spray them all down today with flea killer and then bathe them. yeah, sticking kittens in a sink. we left that to jen, our boss. but it almost seemed like they didn't mind it. she had to hold their heads partially in the water too because a lot of them were behind their ears and stuff. then she wrapped each in a towel and gave it to us to dry off and put back in their cage. it was so cuuutee! they were all shivering and stuff (i'm amused by their agony...ha...ha...). and now they have a bunch of dead fleas still stuck in their fur. we didn't bathe mama kitty for obvious reasons, but we did spray her down. you could see the fleas dropping dead under her. that's nasteh. and my coworker (his last name is dempsey...but what's his first one...) named them all starting with the letter L. then i got to sweep up all the dead fleas off the floor. they're much better now that they have a blood supply...they actually eat and sleep like normal kittens...

but most of the time i was cleaning out the dog kennels again.

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005 / 8:18 PM

it was just weeds stuck in her eardrum...yay...so they took them out and she's goot now...

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damn the bees...and dogs...except giz

/ 3:12 PM

i think gizmo got stung by a bee in her ear again. my mom took her to the vet. last time she got really sick. i hope it won't be worse this time...
nothing but painting, and tomorrow i have work again. i'm not really looking forward to it, but can you blame me. i don't think it'll be quite as confusing this time. it's a bunch of controlled chaos in there. i had no idea what was going on!!!! what's worse is what i have to clean.

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Monday, June 27, 2005 / 1:48 PM

yesterday's lesson of the day: pain really hurts. but it was just physical so i guess i should be getting better soon. i closed my eyes that night and opened them again and it was after noon.

we went to roo's. i laughed even though it hurt my head. i learned that both marshall and i have our insecurities and i guess that's one of the million reasons why we love each other so much.

and that everyone didn't like me at one point or another. YOU didn't like me for something i did once, right? and you probably did the same thing yourself. people are like that. i have to accept that. whatever i do, someone will hate it. but someone else will like it. the choice is what i like.

christina said sorry and come hang out with her sometime. i like giving second chances. don't be hatin

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Saturday, June 25, 2005 / 12:34 PM

anyways...i was so crabby and tired last night because i had to scrub out the whole dog kennel by myself yesterday. first they let out the dogs one at a time into the outside kennels. then i took out their water buckets and put them in the middle and put their blankets and toys by the washer and the rubber ones in the sink. i mopped the floor, scrubbed the floor and kennels and allll the chain link on both sides, went over the chain link again with a small brush to make sure it's sparkling clean, squeegee the floor, then dry mop it to make sure it's dry. put blankets back in the kennels and water buckets in all the cages and then they let the dogs in all over again. they do that every day. good thing i got to leave before they cleaned the outside kennels.

they were all busy with two cages of cats, 30 in all, some of them were only a couple days old with their eyes still closed and were barely alive. they might have to euthanize most of them. then their water pump quit so they had to mess with that...what a great day to start...

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Friday, June 24, 2005 / 6:49 PM

still FUCKING ANGRY at myself. even my sister talks more than i do when i'm around him. i speak so "much" i speak in negative words. and it's even made me grow apart from everyone at the same time. people tell me oh be patient it can't last forever. yeah right. hello, it's been MORE THAN A YEAR AND I STILL CAN'T TALK. i still think i'm too weird and childish for him, and my brain does not accept anything better than that. i feel like a small speck...of my own device...yet he won't stop staring at me. he doesn't really talk to me either, but whose fault is that. it's like we're ignoring each other while acting like everything is fine. how much longer will he tolerate this. don't comment.

Thursday, June 23, 2005 / 3:59 PM

well last night marshall came home from his first and last day of his newest job exhausted and with the worst sunburn i ever saw. since i'm the SPONGE that i am, my hands burned all night. har.
haven't been doing much. working on the chair, reading, going outside can you believe it, blah

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shouldn't we be listening to static-x?

Wednesday, June 22, 2005 / 10:36 PM

this morning i was eating TOAST...and then i saw fluffy kitty...and then i saw her following...a BABY VOLE!...so i got up...and found it tripping around in the spider plant...and i scooped it up on the first try...and of course it bit me but that's just too bad isn't it...so i took it downstairs to the green mouse maze thingy and put it in there...and we all had it for a pet for a few hours because it was too slow to run away...his name is koala...and then it died of a heart attack. :(:(:(:( oh it's so tragic...i miss koala...and i can't even cuddle him because of the riggimortis...damn...

so then we went to walmart (me sister & I)...and got some various cleaning supplies...and we went especially to get static-x's new cd dedicated to dimebag darrell...and OH MY GOD IT'S SO GOOD...and i'm only on track 6! all we need now is shadow zone and we'll have all their cds...*obsess*

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a good day

Tuesday, June 21, 2005 / 9:59 PM

10 am friday. i've got it. all i have to do is fill out the government papers and i'll have a job. doesn't pay nearly as well as wheat montana would, but scooping poop was my dessstinyyyyyy.

my grandparents came to visit today. we took them to kerr dam and i got myself my first sunburn of the year *yussss* why's that so great? because my acne goes away there for a couple weeks. and it makes me all warm and my headache go away and i stop being depressed for half a second. i smell like the sun!

throwing skittles to people is so mutual.

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Canadia!

/ 5:23 PM

Saturday, June 11 Day 1

Aren't family vacations great? 9 solid days of insomnia because my brother snores really really really really really loudly. My dad doesn't drive straight, he drives in zigzags. He states every obvious thing he can see out loud and asks fifty questions before doing anything. Nothing comes out of my brother's mouth but bad comments about how much he hates Canadians and hot springs or when his next meal will be. My dad is in love with the air conditioner so I have a thick sweatshirt on and two more blankets over my legs. Can't even feel my toes anymore. After 3 solid hours of listening to Nine Inch Nails and spasmatic downpours we're finally at the border. Another few hours and we're in Radium. We check into our hotel and go to the hot springs for a couple hours which brings us HERE.

Sunday, June 12 Day 2

I'm sick again. Sore throat and coughing. We're on our way to Banff and going through a national forest. We just stopped and saw a baby black bear in a tree and took a bunch of pictures.
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Now we're staying in a little cabin thingy in downtown Banff and watching Harry Potter and the PHILOSOPHER'S stone. That's what it's called in Canada. hahahaha. We walked around a mountain for a couple hours and I got blisters all over my feet. they just don't go in shoes very well. I in pain and tired and sick but I can't sleep because no one will SHUT UP!


Monday, June 13 Day 3

Day 2 in Banff, and today is the halfway mark for my ear! Six more weeks! the satanic angels sing! We went to Banff cave and basin, it's a national park. Caves with hot pools and streams with weird stuff growing in it, kinda like Yellowstone. Highlight of the day: We saw a squirrel run into the cafe, and a couple minutes later came out with a package of crackers.we had nothing better to do so we followed it. It opened it and ate crackers and screamed at us for awhile, then it took the crackers into a tree. Later... We saw the package of crackers fall out of the tree. The squirrel cursed again and angrily went to retrieve them. Back to the important stuff... we went on a boat tour at lake Minnewanka. We also went to Canadian Safeway where we bought the famous Canadian pop without high fructose corn syrup! OMG! They have two rows of everything, one in English and one in French. French grape soda is raisin! nasty. Every fat man's dream is to find a chocolate bar with no nutrition facts on the back, and I found just that...and ironically it's called Dream. It's Cadbury white chocolate and it's goooood! I wore three pairs of socks today so I wouldn't get any more blisters, but I think I did. Still sick...

Tuesday, June 14 Day 4

Today we took the scenic route to Lake Louise. Tried to go hiking at the lake but 20 minutes into it I could feel every passageway through my head throbbing from too much pressure change (you know how I get those barometer and wind headaches). I had to go back down because it got worse the higher I got. Then we went to Johnston Falls on the way back. On the scenic route we saw: two bighorn sheep, lots of elk and chipmunks, two deer, a wolf eating something, and a grizzly bear. Then at 8 we went to the Balkan greek restaurant where we saw live belly dancing and drunken plate busting. Woo yeah! Boy am I sick as hell. We went to some gift shops for awhile too, to buy people crap. And Nick got a royal mounty shirt. Now it's 11:30 and my legs are burning and bleeding uncontrollably! (extreme razor burn)

Wednesday, June 15 Day 5

Okay, so we are heading out of Banff national park into Jasper national park. My head still hurts really really horribly so I slept the first four hours. My dad said I slept through several snowstorms. Right now we're in the Colombia Icefields. Just think of really huge mountains submerged in really huge glaciers and little Chinese people and you're there. They have monster tour buses that drive on the closest glacier.
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then we saw some mountain goats and another black bear and I fell asleep for another three hours, woke up at the place we're staying tonight (in someone's basement) went for ANOTHER walk...you know the gig. After this I'm never going for another walk. And I like the bathroom (washroom, eh!) because it's the only place I can be alone.

Thursday, June 16 Day 6

I feel better today. We took a gondola to the top of a mountain and down again. then we walked downtown and hiked around a canyon. On the way back we stopped because my mom thought she saw a moose. Everyone else went down to the river to look for it, and when they were gone I looked across the street and there was a wolf right next to the road! It ran over the hill before they got back so I was the only person who got to see it. My mom never found the moose. We got subway for dinner! Oh wow!

Friday, June 17 Day 7

We decided to drive to Radium instead of staying in Golden so that we'll get home a day earlier. Went back to Radium hot springs again, it was raining just like it was last time. That's the best time to go. If you put your ears underwater you can hear the rain hitting the surface. It's so strange and fun.

Saturday, June 18 Day 8
Back to mah homelahnd.


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possesstimistic

/ 12:20 AM

if you're not always doing something you'll lose your mind and if you have no friends you'll be lonely and if you don't eat you'll die but if you eat the wrong things you'll still die and if you don't be happy everyone will hate you and if you don't stop being lazy you'll get fat and if you don't get a job you'll have to live in a cardboard box but if you do you'll eventually hate it

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Monday, June 20, 2005 / 7:51 PM

I have this horrible feeling of dread...like if i ever wake up or get over this sickness someone will come force something on me...

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Sunday, June 19, 2005 / 10:53 PM

last night i dreamt christina told me I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GOING TO DO TO ME AND WHEN YOU DO I'LL BE READY...and that just annoys me because i don't want to do anything. i hope that was just a dream because I WISH SHE'D JUST QUIT BEING SO PARANOID ALL THE TIME...but she's out of my hair for the next few lifetimes...until i find shane and we try to make her jealous again...i'm sorry, it's just so funny for someone to be so angry about something so stupid...

yeah and i'll tell about the trip when i get the little word document off of my ipaq...

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Saturday, June 18, 2005 / 10:16 PM

we got back a day early, so hi.

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shhh...it's a secret

Friday, June 10, 2005 / 5:56 PM

i talked to sarah. she moved to las vegas. she wants me to go to a green day concert with her and jeanette in october and get my lip done there because it's cheaper. i really want to do this, but how? i could drive, but i would want someone to go with me to be my navigator. isn't that like 20 hours of driving? i could buy bus tickets...or plane tickets..
and i would probably be missing school...i wouldn't want to rush through it, i'd wanna spend a week there or something...dang it

and by the way, i'm goin to canadur for 9 days so i'll be back on the 19th...and after that i've got a job at the animal shelter...not just volunteer work anymore....scoopin POOP

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uughghghghghghghhhh

Thursday, June 09, 2005 / 6:50 PM

I slept.
ALL day.
boy do i NOT feel better...

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on a lighter note

Tuesday, June 07, 2005 / 10:05 PM

woo yeah i went to bed at 2 last night. i forgot that the blaze plays zilcho commercials after 11 or so...
i got to see a mongolian dancer last night in ronan. roo was there. she kicked/punched/poked me and gave me rabies and cookied my coffee. then i bit her.
and two nights ago i talked to my old friend craig. 21 is a very unhealthy age, yes? well he hasn't destroyed too many brain cells yet because he remembers every little detail about me, and i haven't talked to him for a year or two. he's so cool.
who was at my party? great aunt & uncle john and ann, grandparents nelson, grandma palmieri, uncle david and aunt kay, the 3 nelson cousins, ian, pebbles the dog, marshall and my fam of course. doug and denise and diane didn't show up because they suck. my grandma palmieri gave me a very large sum of money for college. very large. diane sent me a handmade quilt that she made herself. kelly gave me a guitar pick necklace, my mom gave me some jewelry, billy and denise gave me a phone call, barbara gave me some paper and more jewelry and stuff. i got lots of cards and money too. i think that's it...
my sickness is getting better. yussssss

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aren't we all glad i won't be in high school next year

Monday, June 06, 2005 / 3:19 PM

of course they didn't put my senior picture in there. i went in to get my yearbook from ms. woodhouse and ask why my will wasn't in the senior issue. she said she never got it because some of them go into spam and she doesn't check that. why not?? they should be easy to find, since they're all titled with a first and last name and have an attachment. by that time i had found my picture in the yearbook. it was just a school picture, not any of the ones my mom spent hundreds of dollars to get. she said she never got a picture from me either, EVEN THOUGH I WENT IN THERE THE DAY THEY WERE DUE AND HANDED THE DISK TO HER PERSONALLY. then she made me go out in the hall because she had a phone call. roo came out of furby's office and talked to me for awhile. after she left brynn was staring at me. OH YEAH, LOOK AT THAT STUPID LOSER CRY. and look at that, they spelled my brother's name wrong in my baby ad too. ms. woodhouse came out in the hall and said oh gee we're sorry there's nothing we can do go away now. my mom was fuming mad when i got home. she got in the car and went back over to the school. now mrs. woodhouse calls and says she'll print my will in the same format for me to give to people (but what good is that if i'm not in school anymore) and she made me a new yearbook with my senior picture in it (she magically found my picture, oh wow).

i made myself sick again. raw throat, coughing madness.

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my senior will

Sunday, June 05, 2005 / 9:30 PM

here's the thing the salishian didn't print. i wish james could read his.
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I, Clarissa Palmieri, being of stoked mind and tweaked body, bequeath the following to:

Shane: Math class, snowboarding and falling in the 6-foot hole at Blacktail, laughing around the fire while Clancy has ''truck troubles," the Weird Al concert, passing notes, sharing our drawings, our strange coincidences, and watching anime. Good times.

Clancy: Your bad luck, driving the back roads, Finley Point, Mr. Danley's class, Pepsi, 4th of July, learning to drive, burning the lawn. I guess we'll never make it to the Warped Tour, thanks for everything.

Leesuh ''croissant": Weezer, the Trailer House Dog, bus 14, winning your riddle, and complaining about the world. It's never time to throw in the towel.

Eustacia: Spazzing at the sight of purple, trips to Walmart and the cemetery, the Weird Al concert, Billie Joe obsession, hand sanitizer (I splittled), our demented home movies, Eustacia brakes, I like traffic lights, hair spraying my car, Cooking With Eustacia, the modified spirit week, marathons of our favorite shows, …ketchup!!, and we shall always blame our insanity on the cherries. OFQ, you ler.

James: Pillows were meant to be burned, minesweeper flags, Rejected, manga, Jhonen comics. Whatever you do, have fun with it. I'm afraid our pistachio days are over. Cheerio!

Roo: Don’t forget to play that game we made, throwing you in the lake, making lots of food, howling with Brandy…and get that tomato tattoo. :p

The Cousins: never would have made it without you guys. there are countless memories between us, and of course more to come. we are the stuff hair spray is made of. The Hell House, pranks on Kenneth and Nick, the flathead monster, Weird Al, Nick's nine-course meals, 13 people in 1 car, late-night horror flicks...
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and while i'm at it i might as well add some memories of two of my old friends so that i won't forget...

Jeanette: Deafened and enlightened at the Budd Keyari gig, hours of listening to music, watching sucky MTV and movies, and playing video games, trips to the lake, the time you shaved off your eyebrows, elmer's glue liberty spikes, skating rink, your black and blue hair, icecream advertising at the mall, pet clam and killing it, mental messaging, bumble bee butter bubble butt, anime and pokemon, stepping on road kill.

Sarah: leprechauns, Blair Witch Project, Budd Keyari and the fortune cookies, lesbian seagulls, nights in my basement and your room, dreaming of starting our band, guitar pick necklaces, the skating rink, dying your hair Amir-style, SKA, afternoons at the skatepark, getting your eyebrow pierced, Rammstein loves your dad, your brother loves me, we love Blink, ...for me to poop on!

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/ 3:33 PM

it's been a long 2 days. friday i learned how to walk and stand and sit. i got wet up to my knees because it rained a lot. i only was at the luncheon for about 10 minutes altogether because i had to take nick to the orthodontist. and get my prescription. by the time i got back they had taken the yearbooks back so i didn't get mine, but i did get a senior issue (BASTARDS!!!)
now i fear that they couldn't even put my senior picture in the yearbook because all they put in the senior slideshow was my school picture. i'm going to be so sick to my stomach if they did that. i hate high school so bad.
so yesterday was graduation. i got the gold tassel for honors curriculum and the gold rope thingy for 3.25 or above and a serve pin for my serve project. i didn't get the nhs tassel because THEY WOULDN'T ACCEPT ME!!! i hate high school. the most emotional thing about it was saying bye to all my teachers after getting my diploma...kids give them no credit for what they do. like vern. give vern props.
i found eustacia and roo and marshall...
then i couldn't find where to put my robe. i just put it on the front table....
then there were too many people so i had to run away...
we listened to static x on the way home...
then there was a party.
the best one ever.
and a pathetic bonfire.

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crap

/ 2:40 PM











Your Geek Profile:



Music Geekiness: High

Geekiness in Love: Moderate

Internet Geekiness: Moderate

SciFi Geekiness: Moderate

Academic Geekiness: Low

Fashion Geekiness: Low

Gamer Geekiness: None

General Geekiness: None

Movie Geekiness: None


How Geeky Are You?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:'rissa
Birthday:09/08/86
Birthplace:Athens, GA
Current Location:Polson, MT
Eye Color:brownish...a bit of greenish...
Hair Color:copperish brown with honey copper highlights
Height:5'6"?
Right Handed or Left Handed:depends what i'm doing...i write left handed if that's what you want to know
Your Heritage:1/2 italian...then danish french and a bunch of others
The Shoes You Wore Today:chucks
Your Weakness:people
Your Fears:my weakness
Your Perfect Pizza:fumegated with rotting mouse
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:to learn how to be myself
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:nurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, OMGWTFLOL, swear words
Thoughts First Waking Up:i'm tired
Your Best Physical Feature:nonexistant
Your Bedtime:somewhere between 10 pm and 5 am
Your Most Missed Memory:there are many
Pepsi or Coke:coke...when i feel like it
MacDonalds or Burger King:you spelled mcdonalds wrong BITCH
Single or Group Dates:whatever
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:i don't know, i haven't had brand name tea in a long time
Chocolate or Vanilla:depends
Cappuccino or Coffee:if it's good
Do you Smoke:no.
Do you Swear:fuck no
Do you Sing:on rare occasion
Do you Shower Daily:yeah
Have you Been in Love:naawww
Do you want to go to College:i've got nothing better to do...
Do you want to get Married:i don't know
Do you belive in yourself:what?
Do you get Motion Sickness:yeah
Do you think you are Attractive:no
Are you a Health Freak:kinda sorta
Do you get along with your Parents:mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms:I live for thunderstorms
Do you play an Instrument:yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:no.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:legal drugz
In the past month have you gone on a Date:um.............i guess not?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:barf
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:if you consider awards ceremony or graduation a stage, yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:in da showah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:no
Ever been called a Tease:???????????well i guess not
Ever been Beaten up:emotionally
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:painlessly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a pistachio
What country would you most like to Visit:anywhere but here
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:green
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:long
Height:taller than me
Weight:i'm not good at judging how much someone weighs
Best Clothing Style:the best one
Number of Drugs I have taken:prescription drugs-around 10, illegal drugs-0
Number of CDs I own:as;ohgaoidash
Number of Piercings:1
Number of Tattoos:well i have that one tattoo from when i accidentally stabbed myself in the leg with a pencil...
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:*(

Friday, June 03, 2005 / 7:44 PM

the salishian SCREWED ME!!! after ALL THE SEMESTERS I'VE WORKED FOR THEM!!! they didn't put my will in the senior issue. bitch. :(

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fear my WRATH!!!

/ 1:04 PM

Maniac killer

You are a maniac
killer.

It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile




What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Thursday, June 02, 2005 / 1:04 PM

water ballerina
You are a water girl. You are flexible and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you think you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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the END!

/ 12:39 PM

well that's the end of that long sad story. after that i waited for marshall for about an hour. then i got a headache. then i left. i don't know where he went. i get to wear school colors for the last time on saturday. i'll do my best never ever to wear purple again after that. or gold for that matter. hooray hooray, my head hurts profusely.

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UNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Wednesday, June 01, 2005 / 7:16 PM

i'd feel much happier about this if i didn't have a barometer headache. i wish barometer headaches weren't such a rarity, can't everyone feel the pain i do when the weather changes? how sadistic.
i checked out of my 5th period class today. mr. o'brien said to have a nice life. doesn't that just put everything in perspective...how am i going to major in zoology if mr. o'brien isn't teaching it?

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