Wednesday, May 18, 2005 / 9:15 PM
why the bink thing. they think it's so god damn hilarious. they rub it in my face every day. let it be over. no more anyone to make fun of me. i want to be alone forever. stop trying to make me happy. stop trying to give me false hope, and in the end realizing that i was the one that was right in the first place. i would rather have no dreams than shattered dreams. and i would rather have my dreams than your dreams.
and the scholarship thing. everyone in my calculus class has at least 3000 dollars worth already. mrs. peck comes in every day and gives a few people a little envelope saying congratulations. none for me. i should burn.
everyone asking so much of me, and giving none in return. i'm happy to do so, but for 18 years? no.
i think i just aced my calculus test.
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