shut
Saturday, March 19, 2005 / 10:59 PM
everyone stop PESTERING me about not talking as much as i used to. it's beyond my control, i try to stop it anyway but it doesn't work. there's nothing in hell i can do! people have tried to help me, but people mostly put me down about it. being helped hurts worse because i can't do it. it humiliates me. this is ALL i can think about anymore. wondering why i'm like this and how to stop it. convincing myself i can do it. my mouth opens, nothing comes out. if something does...it's a bunch of stuttering and/or voice cracking. i don't say what i want to. i don't be myself. i give up. shoot me.
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