Thursday, February 24, 2005 / 7:32 PM
i deserve to be slapped.
i hate sitting there, feeling totally undeserving of him.
i can't do it no matter what i do. it's a social disorder. like skitzophrenia, depression, whatever kind of mental disease, there's nothing you can do to make it stop. the only reason i'm not on happy meds is because he told me not to. i wonder if it would stop if i did take them.
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