Monday, February 28, 2005 / 4:45 PM
i am sad
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hellllllllp
Saturday, February 26, 2005 / 4:15 PM
get me out of the house! drag me.............................too much homework and lethargy....
hey it rhymed
how special
my dad got another worksheet at school
um...damn it.
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frustration
/ 1:21 PM
would someone please...PLEASE tell me where my worksheet is. i know i put it in my bag after 4th and never took it out again after that. it makes no sense!!! it took me THREE DAYS to finish it!!!!!!!! and it's due MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
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i'm a dork
Friday, February 25, 2005 / 10:45 PM
2daee i saw euie's momma and izzy and russel out in the hall before first got out. i went out there and said "hi izzy!" and hi to momma and nobody yelled at me.
after school i was supposed to call sandra but i didn't. i can't find this worksheet i did that's due monday. my mom and i searched for it for like an hour. i don't know what to do. i lie down for awhile because i was panicking too much. i couldn't sleep so i made a bunch of cookies to give me something mindless to do. now i find myself laughing me little head off down here with nick. i got the hiccups.
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kinky
/ 2:34 PM
yep i did get slapped in the face last night.
i feel better now.
kinda.
well, better than yesterday.
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Thursday, February 24, 2005 / 7:32 PM
i deserve to be slapped.
i hate sitting there, feeling totally undeserving of him.
i can't do it no matter what i do. it's a social disorder. like skitzophrenia, depression, whatever kind of mental disease, there's nothing you can do to make it stop. the only reason i'm not on happy meds is because he told me not to. i wonder if it would stop if i did take them.
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Orbital there and Static-X back
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 / 3:10 PM
what is I posting for? i need 50 3-day weekends. in tahiti or something. could i make that an order? 3 months mas. i almost like it when things fall apart.
**adding: (because this post would suck if i didn't add anything more)
would you kick me if i said i missed shane? i don't think he means what he does. he just has too many guilt trips. and our beings are more paralleled than you might think. like when i mentioned last week that i was doing my econ portfolio on underage drinking, he said he did his on the very same topic last semester. i didn't know that. we have coincidences like that pretty often.
learn to enjoy the little things in life. like germs.
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anti-spacing
Tuesday, February 22, 2005 / 2:22 PM
what do ya know, it's 2/22 at 2:22.mixed feelings about things.i'm really not liking school.it's been awhile since i actually tried at something.i've noticed that i've become a pretty mean and apathetic person towards people who aren't friends.i don't really want to be that way.it's probably my fault i hate people.i wish i were a more decent person.i don't care how long my resume is, it doesn't describe how stupid i am being.this paragraph has turned bad.it ends now.
soooo...I went to roo's yesterday.i let her have all the bracelets i made because they were just so entertaining for her.we just played a game,ate stuff,went fishing on the computer while singing opera,and made fun of the tv.and getting creative with cups.......yep.
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Saturday, February 19, 2005 / 10:27 PM
alrighty here is my damn day. i got up and ate peanut butter and jelly...with cinnamon. then we went to see what the bleep do we know. and then we ate at the cove. then came home and did nothing for awhile. and then we did some meditation stuff with my mom. today went by too fast. tomorrow we're going to see roo.
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Friday, February 18, 2005 / 3:04 PM
i can spot the taste anywhere. this pop doesn't even say diet on it. too bad i had already opened it and drank out of it until i realized the ingredients had ASPARTAME. well i figured i should post something before everyone got mad at me and cried. yeah. yesterday was the day i went to sandra and lawrence's place to do all their email and mailing lists. pretty much all i did was write emails and added people to their address book for three hours. woookiiee.
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005 / 7:18 PM
panic attack. i think i might be overreacting. i had just read it, and as if it were on cue an old friend said hello. it was comforting. but i don't know what to do. maybe i deserved that.
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bibibibibibibibibie!
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 / 5:16 PM
dinner with marshall's family last night was just a little retarded. just a little. what should i say...i think i might have a job with sandra and lawrence now. i am going over there on thursday to start on the database. i'm not sure if it's actually a paying job, but i don't care. i'm just doing it out of kindness. these people are very cool people. and busy. just loaded up on homework right now, not really anything going on.
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blugggggggggggggggggggh
Monday, February 14, 2005 / 1:59 PM
worst day of the year...right here. at least eustacia got something to take her angst out on. mwa. ha. ha.
actually this day is pretty good, just because yesterday was very good. i just read a dannion book most of the day or watched the moon/clouds while marshall played stuff. then we watched the first part of the mayan calendar lectures...and i watched the big yellow crescent moon set over the mountains behind our house late last night. it was cool.
yep, all i had to do today was block everything red and pink out at school. i was perfectly fine....
time to write roo a letter. she's in the hospital somewhere........
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welp...that was hell
Saturday, February 12, 2005 / 12:33 PM
nick had this huge party of people come over last night. aaahhh!!!! it was a miracle that i was able to sleep from 11 to 9. they were all trying to be cool around me and they're all just like nick...cowards. okay bye
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i'm a rainbow too
Friday, February 11, 2005 / 3:01 PM
the correct name for a guitar pick is called a plectrum. and guitars are made and repaired by luthiers. i only weigh 110 pounds right now. that's kind of creepy. my writing skills suck right now but i like it this way because i don't have to think. last night my mom gave us ten dollar gift certificates for hotspot for valentines day. noodles yum i need more tofu. hate scholarship apps. we need more global warming so i won't be cold. or just let it be 90 all the time. david came back. so did eustacia to internet. where did roo go? yesterday after school my car dashboard mileage read 88099 and 3388. shit i have homework.
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DUMB ASS
Wednesday, February 09, 2005 / 2:56 PM
finally something big has been done to show david that he isn't a father but a keeper of jail cells. kelly took enough ibuprophen to make her sick and called the cops. and told david to get out of the house or something too. he keeps accusing her of everything, not letting her go out, a bunch of really stupid stuff. like saying that it's just hormones between kelly and ian. now if that were true she wouldn't have picked someone who lived 90 miles away and stayed with him for several months. that SHOULD be proof enough that kelly is responsible and unworthy of his bitching. david is living out of a hotel now, wondering why he's there.
yes i am saying she did the right thing. and yes it does make me sick that she did something like that to herself. but something needed to be done. it was for the better.
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Sunday, February 06, 2005 / 10:19 PM
my life is totally, absolutely perfect.
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that was zen, this is tao
Saturday, February 05, 2005 / 4:33 PM
after marshall went to bed i was lying on the floor and the kitty fell asleep on my back.
i can't stop yawning. i'm hungry. and my insides are imploding.
last night i had a dream about eating cereal with lisa. it was so innocent and fun.
oh yes...friday i went to visit dan the duct tape man. he's making a bunch of chain mail so i went to go see it. it's really cool! and I brought him a good version of the story we wrote last year with a perdy font (dripping blood letters and gothic fancy writing) and all the spelling errors and grammar stuff fixed. then we just sat around and petted the kitty. doodeedoo...
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i don't feel so good myself
Thursday, February 03, 2005 / 6:24 PM
both marshall and roo were sickly today. i took marshall home. i don't like it when i physically/claivoyantly feel people's pain...
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005 / 2:43 PM
dun dun dunn...i don't think my dad told marshall that we aren't allowed to go out on school nights. i guess today is okay since it's an early out, but we still have no idea where the hell he is. he was gone all yesterday too.
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/ 11:44 AM
nothing interesting to say...
well we all went to pizza hut for dinner saturday night (my family plus eustacia and marshall and billy. we invited clancy too but he didn't show up)...and went home and watched movies...
all my classes are annoying.
there's my update.
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