Monday, January 17, 2005 / 7:00 PM
i can't tell if i'm doing well or unwell. i'm feeling like i'm only waiting to get my life over with, rejecting everything i see. i found this jacket i have last week, the pockets are full of sand from the west coast, and a penny i happened to find on the ground one day. i'd consider that a good luck charm. i can't get the courage to ask my parents, i can't get the courage to write something non-pessimistic in here. the way i am perceiving things is not the way they are.
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