here's to the first day of 2nd semester...
Tuesday, January 25, 2005 / 5:31 PM
and every beginning inevitably has an end. isn't that great?
i woke up to my arm still hurting like hell. then right after i got up i got this charliehorse in all those muscles under your tongue behind your chin...you know. that was really weird. and painful. i had even started up the calcium again the night before. calcium deficiencies suck and it isn't my fault. and the protein deficiency isn't doing well either. today the fingernail that keeps splitting down the middle split like a quarter of the way down. that's painful.
so yeah. i still can't swallow right because those muscles still ache. the day wasn't so bad other than all my ailments. it'll get worse, don't worry (i'm so optimistic). we started integrals in calculus. that's finding the origin of a derivative. it's actually making sense to me. portfolio is ok. in art we finally get to start painting (it's supposed to be a painting class but we pretty much drew for the whole first semester). he told us to find an old wooden chair or something at a pawn shop so we can paint it in the style of a famous artist. i told my mom when she called later and she found me a chair right away. that was lucky. it's unfinished and everything. grease stains and the legs aren't even, but that can be fixed. economics fourth period gives me second lunch, so now i only have one class after lunch before i go home. that makes the day seem shorter. three people in our class accidentally took first lunch, hahaha. and we have to read 175 pages by friday. and then there's forensics. don't know what to think of that yet.
ever notice that my view of the future is pessimistic while my view of the present is usually optimistic? i should change that.
my mom says i can get my ears pierced, but i don't know if i wanna. actually, now that i think about the pain, no. i don't.
okay, must push that idea out of head now...i smelled something in the air today. SPRING! i actually drove to school in broad daylight today! gasp.
i dreamt of marshall again..
the thought of my ears being stabbed won't GO AWAYsoifhasoigahsdf;oiah! :'((((((
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