fuckity fuck!
Saturday, January 08, 2005 / 4:05 PM
between my mom and I, we payed them 3 calls yesterday, and three more the day before that, and they kept telling us to wait longer and longer until calling them again...until they were closed!!! and here's the great part: they won't be open again til monday! don't i just feel...loved. i'm just telling everyone now...we won't have the internet again for awhile.
i dunno. i just have to find something good that comes out of this. i wrote one explanation on my ppc last night, i guess i'll paste it on here when the DSL works again (let's just hope that actually happens). i'm going to bed earlier because there's absolutely nothing that i want to do. i've spent extra time cleaning out my aura every day and stretching. and eating a whole lot of chocolate...okay so that's bad. did i mention going insane? there's quite a bit of that. i've been wandering around my house yelling random things at my siblings. and also silently walking into my parents' bedroom when they're watching TV and staring at them. they think that's creepy. my mom says i have withdrawal symptoms.
there's this book my mom is lending me called 'nothing in this book is true, but it's exactly how things are,' and it's taken me since this summer to read through the whole thing (no i'm still not done with it yet). it's not that long, it's just that there's so much information in it that i can only soak it up in small amounts. the strange thing about this book is that whenever i read it, i read exactly what i needed to hear at that given point in time. last night i read some of it...and there was a chapter about how to complete your negative energy, which i had quite a bit of at that time, being all angry and deprived about the internet "providers." so yeah. i'm not nearly as violent and depressed as i was last night. but i'm also getting the feeling that PMS has a little to do with that. poo.
today one of my old "friends" called. she was mentally insane and annoying. she wouldn't leave me alone because she had no friends and i was nice. but she seems to be a little better. sari tells me otherwise. but it was nice to hear a familiar voice on the phone after being so cut off from the world for a week and still counting. that's the reason she called too.
I think it's funny when i walk into the ER and ask for Dr. Palmieri so i can use the internet. it really is an emergency when i'm dying from lack of blog reading.
i had a lot more to say but i have forgotten it.
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