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Saturday, August 28, 2004 / 10:29 PM

remember when I said that devon left that kleenex in my car when I went to Dillon? well I finally decided to call him on the fourth of July because I saw him cleaning up at the parade and he looked pretty pissed. and guess what? he had absolutely nothing to say. It was dumb. but now he tells me there was a little story behind that kleenex. and it makes me sick to my stomach to say the least. I'm never leaving my car unlocked again.


I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
y'know when you got that tissue from your car that told you to call me?
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
well there's a story behind that
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I got black-out drunk and beligerant as all hell
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I refused to drive because I was drunk
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
so I demanded that everybody just let me walk my way to where I was going
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
but I guess I wouldn't tell them where I was going
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
they were all worried that I would get killed or something...
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
they even took my car to go get me...
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I gave my keys to Lyle so I wouldn't drive
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I fuckin' yelled at them
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I told them to fuck off
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
they finally got me back into my car
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
they brought me to Lyle's house... and I just left back down the road to your house
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I woke up in your backseat...
I thought you was a nigga, gangsta ninja, why din'tchya pull the trigga? It figyaz, couldn't even squeeze wit'ya finga says:
I wanted to ask you if I meant anything to you


God, I hold so many people's lives in my own hands. people swear they'd kill themselves if anything ever happened to me, or even if I said that I didn't love them. it's just a bunch of burdens for me to carry. It'd be nice to get out of here ASAP, so I wouldn't feel so guilty about all the suicides that would supposedly take place. I can't love someone just because they love me. sure, I can be their friend, but that just won't cut it for them. there's nothing I can do to just make them move on...

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