Friday, July 30, 2004 / 10:18 PM
CHERRIES SUCK. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO STAND??
Understatement of the year: Marshall is pretty.
The toad's name is Squeeky.
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Thursday, July 29, 2004 / 10:27 PM
that crap on the tv is so damn stupid. my dad watched that entire kerry speech, and yelled at the tv everything he was saying wrong, and now they're playing the whole reception. it's just a screen with about 45 minutes of fireworks on it, and LIVE in the top left corner. once in awhile there'll be a smaller screen with kerry smiling and pointing. and there's STAR WARS MUSIC in the background. what the hell.
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/ 9:38 PM
devon left me a message when I was in the shower..."Good Bye... Stay alive and stay happy..." not quite sure what that means.
I really don't feel good. I slept for three hours after work and my head still hurts.
when I was in the shower a big black hornet crawled up out of the drain and I didn't notice it until it was under my foot. I'm so glad I have a high instep.
I could have died today. when I was at work I was sleeping on izzy's (eustacia's sister, she's 1) pillow against the fence and felt someone's exhaust fumes. when I got back to work eustacia told me that someone backed up three inches from my face. I've taken a liking to that izzy. never knew I could like kids.
speaking of kids...eustacia's other sister, shannon, yes the midget, paid her mom a visit yesterday to say that she's expecting. the scariest thing is that she's with JAMES. no not my friend james, but the retarded one. eustacia was so glad she was over here when that occurred. I don't blame her...
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004 / 7:36 PM
eustacia and i washed my car. then we used this wax stuff she brought where you have to rub it on and let it dry and then rub it off. it took an hour and a half to get it off! i'm glad it lasts for a year because that sucked! this is the first time i've actually sat down since 7 this morning.
i scrubbed out my aquarium yesterday, because i need some fish. they all died. don't ask how i got the motivation to clean that nasty thing out...but at least it's squeaky clean now.
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004 / 11:13 PM
too many old people for my liking. all we did today was make fun of the customers. at least we got like 30 lugs of cherries sorted. we worked 8 hours with a 15-minute break.
i found out today that my (ex?)coworker, john koopmans, is mental...or something. anna came over from the stand and asked us what we thought of "the blonde kid"...and to us he's been very uptight, a little too polite, and there's something odd about him. and anna works at walmart, so she said that she saw him when she was working the photo part...he started flipping out because her machine wasn't working, then when she asked him how he liked the cherry job he ranted about how much he hates it (he hasn't returned since last friday either). then later he came back and demanded he wanted his camera back NOW.
ya learn something new every day.
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/ 12:12 AM
as soon as she breaks up with that ass things should get better. and that should be in less than two months i'm guessing.
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Monday, July 26, 2004 / 11:48 PM
last week eustacia was sitting there crushing rotten cherries instead of doing her job, and the seed popped out of one. then she just blurted out, "if you squeezed someone's head like that, would they regurgitate their skull?" odd, just odd. we had to laugh at that for about fifteen minutes.
even though kelly sent me an apology last night, emily is now relaying me some of her messages and they're just evil. i'm mad again.
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/ 10:51 PM
psh. she figures it's me. of course now that i ain't trusting her no mores with that shit, of course it was. she's all pissed, thinking her and kyle are going downhill just because her name changed for like 2 minutes. OH NO
well today was just nifty. took my sister and eustacia to roo's house in ronan and we had a small bash. we went to mission mart and roo spent over 30 dollars on JUNK FOOD. can you believe it? and the ladies that work there were all grinning at us, and especially little roo pushing around a big shopping cart, filling it up with chocolate, and telling one of them "we're having a feminine party today!" well, we ate most of it. and eust and i drank the half gallon of milk in less than 10 minutes. em drank her water in even less than that. roo's hair is pretty cool. it's black and short with two long pieces in front. my mom wouldn't let me dye mine. she dared us to poke her second belly button from where they took out her stomach tube a couple days ago. eu and em said no but then i did and eu decided it was okay to do it because i didn't get eaten or anything. between the four of us, emily is the only right-handed person. it's rather interesting. roo has an ibanez acoustic, and it was way off so i tried tuning it by ear. it sounds good now. i played them the green day secret song from dookie. then they demanded to hear the actual song so i got my cd's and played it. then we played cards and talked about how much puberty sucks and watched a movie. with a bunch of demented chatter in between, but that's the best part. we went outside and made a really retarded obstacle course involving running the kitten in figure-8s through two sprinklers and worse. the poor cat. aren't 14-year-olds the best?
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/ 12:25 AM
heh heh heh, i am such a little fiend. sweet revenge. she didn't even know it was me that did it...that's the great thing about playing innocent all the time, right? i still don't think it's satisfying enough. va a quemar mas........tarde.
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Sunday, July 25, 2004 / 8:11 PM
somebody pulled up today with spinning rims. it was sweet. i want some now. might go to roo's tomorrow with eustacia and my sister. roo wants to dye my hair black. i'm contemplating on it.
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Saturday, July 24, 2004 / 11:27 PM
my mom came in here with a poem she found in the field. she said my brother had found it too, a few months ago. that's odd. here it is:
Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary
(there is no period at the end.)
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/ 7:15 PM
yesterday there were these two guys that pulled up who looked almost exactly like adam sandler and jim carrey. usually it's just the same old bunch of old people, richies, and tourists. today a couple of people pulled up in a camaro with a mini-gizmo. it was really little. the other standout was a guy with a long pony tail and a metallica/korn/powerman5k tour shirt. and a guy that guffawed a lot. and a couple people on harleys. today was payday. we went out for shaved ice after work. they put gummy worms on top. what should i buy with my money?
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Friday, July 23, 2004 / 10:59 PM
when i saw him, it was like he wasn't really there. everything blurred together and we vanished. we became the summer breeze. i couldn't feel his arms around me or mine around him. we were only together. we were one. and when the sun went down the moon shone on his face just as it did the heavens, and it was then that i knew he was real.
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/ 5:26 PM
and she spelled weird wrong. and the rest is just sick.
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/ 5:23 PM
her quote contradicts herself.
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/ 5:19 PM
oh my GOD look at brandy's profile. that is just WRONG!! DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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/ 5:09 PM
i smell of mosquito spray and insecticide. my shoulders and the wrist i broke are sore. i feel goood. no, i'm not over the kelly thing yet.
i wrote a letter to jeanette the day before i left for the coast. marshall hasn't written me yet either. i spend my days hovering over the mail box and my email and two blogs, marshall's and lisa's. finally got a post out of marshall today. tomorrow is payday. i thought a lot about marshall at work. i don't think i should be doing that. still, i can't say if he is on my side fully either because there are a couple of things he did that i really hated him for. i'm confused. are you?
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/ 4:59 PM
my life is pretty good right now, but caring about everyone else's just screws it up!!!!!!! i take kelly all the way out there just to make her happy and what do you think she does?! slap me in the face.
kelly says nick is probably the only one that cares about her. nick?...caring about someone??!! and that he's honest?? 90 percent of everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie.
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Thursday, July 22, 2004 / 10:51 PM
clancy and josh lit our hill on fire tonight but i didn't get to see it burn because i was in the shower!!! angst! here's clancy and i:
try walking in my shoes/you'll stumble in my footsteps says:
nice lawn job
Ku Manu says:
thanks
Ku Manu says:
did you like the show
try walking in my shoes/you'll stumble in my footsteps says:
i didn't get to see it...i was mad
Ku Manu says:
that's to bad.
try walking in my shoes/you'll stumble in my footsteps says:
but there's always that nice black hill out there to laugh at
Ku Manu says:
thanks
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/ 9:26 PM
i've driven 100 miles since i last got gas and it still reads a 3/4 tank. my car is so coooool.
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004 / 10:51 PM
on kelly's page it sounds like she's using everyone. kenneth for the babysitting money, nick for his "hot friends", and me for my car. that's the last time i give you a ride to see any of your trillian boyfriends. i wasn't even around kyle cooper for more than 30 seconds and i can feel the words of "i am a dick" radiating off him. burn.
she went back to castle rock today when i was at work. when i got back eustacia and i were trying to find where all my family went, and they were at top 40 and they just got done swimming at castle rock, but kelly was still there (duh). so we went there just to stalk and annoy her.
a good thing to kick off my job is a fit of rage. i worked like a machine the full seven hours without any more than a 20 minute break altogether. i forgot about all this then. i could go another seven right now, please.
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004 / 11:16 PM
i am feeling horrible. kelly asks me if i could take her to castle rock at four, and i sigh because i know she's gonna be meeting a bunch of retarded guys and say okay for some reason. i bring along everyone else too because we are now all in our swimsuits ready to jump in. we go. everything is fine and good until the boys show up. then she just stood there next to the rock staring at them, giggling occasionally at the bullshit they were talking about. at 6:30 we decide it's time to go and yell at kelly to get her ass in the car. her reply is "says who?" and the guys giggle along with her...at us. she says we can spend her $15 dollars on icecream just to give her some more time. we give in. 45 minutes later we're back...and she still says she's not going. now it's 8. i am raging mad. i tell her we're leaving. she says fine. she giggles at us some more with the idiots. we leave. my mom tells me i did the right thing. at 9 or so she goes to look for her. she's not there. she searches the town for an hour and returns empty handed at ten. no call or anything from kelly. my brother looks up all the names of the people she was with in the phone book and we call them up one by one. finally we figure out she is with kyle. my mom is worried. my brother is ready to give her hell because that's what he does for a living. i hope she's getting raped. i hear her on the phone. they went to kfc. she's happy and teeheeing. i want to kill her. then she called up at 11 asking for a ride home. my mom is too kind. i can't wait til her parents find out.
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/ 11:52 AM
and then before i went to bed i flicked a giant black beetle at it and it ate it.
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/ 1:16 AM
my brother came in saying "there's a piece of shit moving in there!!" it was this huge toad. i took it outside and put it in a dish of water. he's happy now. i wonder how it got in here anyway.
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/ 12:07 AM
no work tomorrow because it's too wet. i hope the cherries didn't split... 'cause that would be sad. but i like rain. tomorrow will be boring.
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Monday, July 19, 2004 / 4:23 PM
the three of us went to pier 93 to meet this girl (14 years old) and her cousin (21) we met on the internet. says she just moved here and wanted to meet some of the people. two idiots from my school showed up on bikes and talked about stealing stuff and beating up people. how interesting. eustacia finally gave them an excuse to leave and we ran down the alley and it was raining really hard and we went home the end.
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/ 12:57 AM
my cousin got a website. she's so boy crazy it's sick. she writes about every one, and everything about it, in great detail. it bothers me that people actually think like that. she hits on my little brother's friends for god's sake. i guess that's why she's so excited to get over here tomorrow, because it's my brother's birthday party and he just might have some friends over here.
gizmo got stung on the ear by a bee today and she's reacting pretty badly to it. it hurt to look at her in pain like that, her head bent to one side and trying to shake it away every so often. my mom had to bring her to the vet tonight. her neck is all swollen and she's breathing hard.
today was a nice day. spent it hanging out with eustacia and my sister. but we got pretty bored. we ended up sitting on the trampoline talking in the rain for a couple hours. tomorrow should be fun. the day after that i get to sort cherries all day with eustacia.
i heard that venus is a planet just like ours. people live on it. nasa is a coverup, and the secret government told JFK about the large buildings on the moon and he wanted to tell the public. that's why he's dead now. the cold war started because they wanted to preoccupy the nation while they worked on covering up all the stuff they had just discovered. we've identified 18 species of aliens so far. the asteroid belt between mars and jupiter used to be a planet, but of course humans lived on it and destroyed it. we'll probably be doing that to this one pretty soon too i'll bet. humanoids on earth are an experiment. the aliens that created us call us 'containers'. one of the buildings on the moon is a giant antenna that transmits souls to and from the 'containers' on earth. there's an asteroid that could hit us on september 29, 2004, and coincidentally "nasa" says they're working on that anti-asteroid aircraft stuff. what a kawinkadink. don't have to believe me though, cause this is all 2nd and 3rd hand information. couldn't get it straight to ya cause...i'd be dead if i had tried breaking into that pesky area 51.
whoa...amber is the color of your energy. whoa...shades of gold displayed naturally.
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Sunday, July 18, 2004 / 3:47 PM
oh yeah, and i gotta record what my mom told me for her famous psychic reading so i don't forget it.
you need more confidence and self esteem...learn to become a leader...and doors will open to you. don't worry about what people think. do what you want. be your own person.
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/ 3:32 PM
roo wants our little group to form a posse and become freaks. she already shaved her head last week and she's going to dye it green soon. she wants us to do it too. i told her i'm not going any shorter than my chin, and i would highlight it and streak it blue. eustacia says she'd cut hers too. emily won't do anything, but we are plotting against her. james should join us. oh, and when everyone is at least 18 we might all get a tattoo.
a little eccentric, do you think?
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Thursday, July 08, 2004 / 12:14 AM
well look at that...it's the eighth already. man, i could have sworn yesterday was the 5th. bullshit bullshit bullshit and who cares bye.
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Saturday, July 03, 2004 / 1:31 AM
I just don't know. it's really hard to type something after that, but here goes. the past two days have been pretty close to heaven, but today just got me thinking about my future. Marshall seems to know exactly what his thing is...i think i've lost all my "things"...damn it...i would love to study philosophy and art in college, but where would that ever take me? the tarot lady told me to just wait, because what is planned for my future can't be revealed until i feel worthy of it. that oughtta be a long ass time from now, because all i do is hate myself for not being able to figure out where i'm going or what i'm doing. today my mom got mad at me for being out with marshall til 3 last night. after he left, around 10 tonight, all us cousins loaded into the car to go bowling, but they said it would be 72 bucks just cuz it's friday night..screw that..so we went to hong kong harry's for the second time today and bought a bunch of bottle rockets, we decided not to tell my mom about it...then got a cheese pizza and a pepsi 2liter at pizza hut and took it to riverside...it was pretty funny, because we were talking about what a random bunch of kids we are, and how we always act so crazy around each other...it's probably pretty suspicious seeing us all driving around at 11 at night with the stereo all the way up, and staggering around laughing. and yesterday, i found a note on a kleenex in my car from devon, saying to call him whenever i get the chance because "we need to talk." I still haven't called him. i wonder what it is we need to talk about...and i remember last summer when shane and i were friends...i shot like 50 bottle rockets at him with a coke bottle, and he's out in the field with the baseball bat, fending them all off. a spark from one of them burned me pretty good, I probably still have the scar on my wrist..good times.
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