Tuesday, May 18, 2004 / 9:06 PM
most of our happiness is based on false feelings. sometimes you just don't know why you're having a good day, it's just a feeling, nothing that's in the real world. and if it's something in the real world that you're anticipating, it almost always never happens, or it doesn't turn out quite the way you wanted.
sometimes the same goes for depression. sometimes i just pass away my shitty days in a bad mood, for no real reason. on those days i think i should have every reason to be happy. other days they're just plain shitty because 'the real world' is a shitty place to be.
i guess that's why people do drugs and whatnot. it gives them more false happiness.
and in other words, all your feelings are pointless. you can be happy or sad any time you want. the only reason you can't believe it is because you don't have the courage to change.
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