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Tuesday, January 31, 2006 / 9:14 AM

crappy dream last night. I got an envelope from the scholarship committee here, and i thought i had FINALLYYYYY gotten something because it was all thick and stuff, but then i opened it and it was all the shredded candy wrappers i found in my closet from the mouse. so i died of allergies, the end.

speaking of which, i found out that all the lining of the inside of the hood of one of my jackets is all chewed up. i couldn't figure out why i was so congested...

interesting conjecture

Monday, January 30, 2006 / 10:48 PM

my dad says he saw a position for a doctor in missoula, and that he's considering it...that's pretty awesome i says.....

Saturday, January 28, 2006 / 1:36 PM

billy sent me a german version of barbie girl and it's really dumb.

i got bullet in a bible yesterday...the jacket design is really cool...

mis clases

Thursday, January 26, 2006 / 6:33 PM

history of rock.
sounds nice. or awesome. when i'm done with this class i'll know more about rock than billie joe. SD hey that's a cool face. right now we're studying rock in the 50s. my textbook has a picture of or at least mentions every single band you're EVER heard of. well, close to it.

composition.
after reading the syllabus, i think it's going to be pretty hard. especially since i'm a really boring person and don't have any cool experiences to write about, which we're going to be mostly writing about. we also have a class blog. i appear to be the only person who has ever used it. a link to the eyesore at the bottom of zee profile.

general organic chemistry.
um yeah, more chemistry...but i'm going to have to take a lot more if i'm going to major in medical technology. if i stay in biology, this would be my last one...it has a separate lab with separate grades...and i'm going to try not to buy back the book...

biology.
darwin, the end. i can't wait til he gets the hell out of history. eww.

and i can't wait til this semester is over so i can live in pantzer instead of THIS. tonight they're partying big time just because it's somebody's birthday.

Wednesday, January 25, 2006 / 10:48 PM

that was the coolest frog ever...he was always swimming around and he was perfectly healthy...and they're so hard to find...not as hard as the loaches though...i need to find another one...hopefully two...and then i'll declare the tank officially full-capacity...and demand my dad never touch it again...but you just know he's going to because he's a disgusting control freak...245 bucks in the hole if the below five items must be paid...including the cost of frogs...and that doesn't include all the textbooks i've bought so far XD

five reasons to scream FUCK nonstop for the next six months

/ 9:31 PM

1. my dad did not follow the directions next to my fish tank, no matter HOW PRECISE I WROTE THEM. now a few short days after i have left, MY FROG IS MYSTERIOUSLY DEAD.
2. the chemistry book i need this semester is the book i sold back to the bookstore last semester. if i absolutely need it, I'M GOING TO HAVE TO BUY IT BACK FOR $100.
3. also if i absolutely need it I'M GOING TO HAVE TO BUY A BIOLOGY BOOK FOR $120.
4. i got a parking ticket.
5. my room may have gotten cleaned out, but i'm still sneezing.

Monday, January 23, 2006 / 11:38 AM

well so far it's been hell, just like the first day of last semester. spent 50 minutes trying to find a parking space, finally decided to illegally park at the end of a row of cars (still parked there and haven't gotten a ticket), 10 minutes late for class because of that so haven't been able to get a syllabus for it, the lommasson center had an emergency lockdown for some reason so i'd have to walk all the way to the UC if i want to eat, but i don't want to, but at least i don't have to work today because the country store is in the lommasson center. okay time for me to go...

aaaaand a sudden change in plans...

Saturday, January 21, 2006 / 12:42 PM

so I was cleaning up my room last night, and there was still the thermostat piece of my heated mattress pad (the one the mouse nest was in) on my floor. my mom cleaned it off and stuck it back in my room before we knew i was allergic to the mouse. so I picked it up and put it in my closet. awhile later i must have rubbed my eye or something because my eye bloated up all pretty like. I guess a simple cleaning doesn't do too much. so then my parents freaked out and ordered my dorm room sanitized top to bottom, with the bill going to my roommate. ouch, i feel bad for that one. T.T

and until then I'm living with my grandparents...who don't have the internet so billy won't be hearing from me...yeah he'll have to suffer...

don't know when i'm leaving anymore...

Friday, January 20, 2006 / 11:12 PM

tomorrow i get to go back to the idiot pit... YAY!!!!!! and my eyes might swell up again because my roommate has a gerbil now...but she burned me a bunch of cds...and said i have tons of mail...yays...i don't want my eyes to swell up T.T

here's a story i've never mentioned, but maybe you should be glad. the week before i left there was this girl out in the hallway. for THREE HOURS STRAIGHT, she lectured her boyfriend (now her ex) for cheating on her, and another two hours the next day. i mean if she REALLY didn't care about him anymore, she wouldn't be calling him to bitch. but yeah, that was a phenomenal amount of time to be saying the same thing over and over again...the ex seemed a whole lot dumber than she was though...wow i can't believe you read this entire paragraph, you freak.

Thursday, January 19, 2006 / 7:04 PM

and today i saw a music video that jhonen vasquez directed.

useless crap

/ 1:09 AM

-mom cleared up the cake misunderstanding. over the phone. that's the only way you can get lawrence to hear you correctly because he puts it on speaker and then holds it right up to his ear XD

-went to kalispell and got some cool paunts. and a green bra GREEN OMFG

-ooo we had a blackout at 2 in the morning! i was still up of course cuz i suck and have bad habits like that. i seriously freaked out. cuz i was watching another 911 video and those make me really paranoid. well i had the light off and this neon palm tree light marshall gave me was on. it flickered once and i say to myself damn i hope that's not breaking already...then a few minutes later it started blinking on and off in a perfect pattern. the outlet my computer was plugged into was doing the same thing except it was going buzz - buzz - buzz...so i immediately unplugged and shut off my computer and the light and went to bed. i've never heard such quiet silence in my life. it was so dead and dark. i looked out my window to see if any houses had their lights on too but all there was was thick fog. now that's claustrophobic. there are so many prophecies about no more power and we're going to have to go back to the local farming village thing...but anyway the power came back somewhere between 8 and 11 because that's when i was actually sleeping.

-this is the video i was watching

-my stomach hurts

YOU MUST WATCH THESE UNTIL YOUR EYEBALLS FALL OUT.

Monday, January 16, 2006 / 12:46 AM

quoting person who is on my side (see previous post XP)

some uncensored video of 9/11

and some video providing logic and evidence on why the towers could not have been brought down by plane alone

i can't watch too much at a time because we had to get our old router back that cuts me off when i'm too active.

i'm such a child. ^^;

/ 12:08 AM

I just got flamed for my sig again. then i gave him a huge amount of information to prove my point...he hasn't answered me yet that bastard...

Saturday, January 14, 2006 / 12:55 PM

nick's hair sucks now. HAHAHAHAHAHA yeah i laughed at him. i may not be attracted to him but you just KNOW i've got this fetish for guys with girl hair. HAHAHAHAHA.

i spent 15 dollars of my book money on sandra. it was all a misunderstanding!!!!! god. well lawrence told me to pick up a chocolate cake and flowers for sandra yesterday because he was throwing her a surprise party and couldn't pick them up himself. so i did. and then when i got there he had hired one of the waiters to do it for him. SO I DIDN'T GET MY MONEY BACK AND HE THOUGHT IT WAS FROM MY MOM!!!! FIFTEEN DOLLARS?!?!?! THAT COULD BUY ME ONE FIFTH OF A BOOK!!!! jesus.

and then i ate shrimp wontons and got really sick. i still feel nauseous. either it's food poisoning or i just don't do well with shrimp. i thought i was going to vom again.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 / 7:27 PM

don't think it'll get much better than this. i have to wake up several times a night to unglue my eye. it's nast. and my nose won't stop itching. there is this lady who could desensitize me but i'd have to be away from the allergen for 24 hours afterward. the problem is we don't know how in hell to get away from mice in montana for an entire 24 hours. my roommate says she'll get rid of her mouse but she has a gerbil now. i hope i'm not allergic to them too. also, that fucker chewed up my beloved heated mattress pad. through the wires and everything. it was unsalvageable so we had to throw it away. T.T selfish bastard.

i worked all day with no break at lawrence/sandra's. my neck hurts really bad now. so does my back but that's always messed up...

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 / 7:14 PM

well the last time i dumped medication in my eyes was 12 hours ago...and i'm still doing fine...the whites of my eyes are WHITE...and my eyelids don't look like MARSHMALLOWS...and yea...I vacuumed out my room really good today and washed my sheets...and cleaned out my closet and everything...and now i have a huge ass air filter in here...woot...happy day...

/ 12:48 AM

1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favorite place to be:
11. favorite lyric:
12. best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:

PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you

Monday, January 09, 2006 / 8:16 PM

okay...here's what the doctor said...HE THINKS I HAVE ALLERGIES TOO!!! wtf. what am i allergic to? the only thing i can think of is mice, since my roommate has mice and then there was the mouse in my room. so he gave me some super expensive eyedrops. reallysuperexpensive.

DrAmA!!

/ 2:27 PM

the boiler has been FIXED! but it's still freezing. it takes a while to heat up the house. (it broke last week and we've been without heat and hot water for about a week now...)

AND! mom made me an appointment. a real live one. not just asking my dad what he thinks it might be. my mom said it could be a sinus infection. i googled what the symptoms of that are, and the ones i've got are severe congestion when i lie down, runny nose, SNEEZE ATTACKS!, and of course puffy eyes. we shall see.

Sunday, January 08, 2006 / 1:51 PM

click here to make uber cool paper stars!

Saturday, January 07, 2006 / 2:26 PM

did i mention i have a thing against christians? check out what this guy said, it's hilarious XD
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What the author of this thread is basicly thinking:

REALITY is a threat to the Christian faith. If you want to follow the path of god soundly, don't read anything but the bible, don't talk to anyone but fundamentalist christians, Don't think of anything that my even begin to question your faith (if you do, it's satan speaking to you and you should do 60 hail mary's instantly) don't watch TV, don't Look at anything outside, you know what? don't even leave your house unless it's to go to church. Just don't live, until you die and go to heaven, thats where it will all pay off.. After you fucking die, and can never live again...

/ 2:44 AM

i went and posted a few things in gd today (gaia). and a bunch of people flamed me. JUST BECAUSE i have a picture of billie joe in my sig. they all start stereotyping me as a punk and everything i'm saying, i'm saying because i want to be punk. i'm sorry all the green day fans today are little 13 year olds who heard a couple songs from american idiot and that's it. i guess they're the ones showing everyone what the fans are like. but can we get over our musical differences already? if you listen to garth brooks, dave matthews, polka, whatever, i'm not going to judge you for it. gawd. it's not a big deal. i have much worse aspects, like i'm pro-choice, pro-gay, pro-vegetarian, and anti-war!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! and here's the real doozy. i'm open minded. oh jesus let us pray.

bye.

Friday, January 06, 2006 / 9:43 PM

well i talked to my dad about my eye/cold today...and since i've had it since thanksgiving it shouldn't be a virus. it can't be contact dermatities from the eyedrops because i put it in both eyes and the right one has it much worse...the only thing he can think of is allergies, but what could i be allergic to in the middle of winter? i've never even had allergies before. i didn't tell him about the blood incident...

/ 3:50 PM

i solved this puzzle i found on the table that einstein wrote and said only 2% of the population could solve it. it turns out it was my brother's extra credit so he's going to turn it in today XD at least it's in my handwriting right?

us and out internet lingo...:

Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
i bought gizmo a soup bone and she lunges at the cat whenever she goes to sniff it, yet she won't chew on it herself
:Monk: says:
lol
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omg
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lol
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that's good..
:Monk: says:
lmas
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lmao*
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^^what would that be? with an s...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
idk
:Monk: says:
hmm

Thursday, January 05, 2006 / 3:08 PM

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there's a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they're far more suited than here

I cannot guess what you discovered
Between the dirt with our homes cut like shovels
But I know one filthy hand can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain

I can't believe it's true
That there are holes left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too

So powerless I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body

and I do believe it's true
That there are holes left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you then I hope it takes me to
So powerless I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

"9/11 was an inside job"

/ 3:37 AM

i came across an email while transferring all of lawrence's inbox, and that was the subject of one that i was compelled to snoop in. i already did know it was an inside job, but the email said it was also bombed after the planes hit. all the videos were edited so that it appeared that everyone was running from the collapsing towers. the sounds of explosions were also cut out. in one video it showed people running from a dust cloud. if the cloud was formed from a collapsing tower, it would have had to have been falling downwards from quite a few stories tall. if so, the dust cloud would have to be travelling at 800+ meters per second, a speed at which no human can run. the second example was someone running and then hiding behind a car right before the cloud hits. the camera then catches a glimpse of both towers STILL STANDING.

the whole thing was obviously intended. there is no way in hell that 3+ planes can be hijacked in a single day. bush hired the terrorists. and you've ever seen fahrenheit 911 you would know just how closely the bush family is friends with arabs. i need to see that again.

3:45. woot

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 / 4:50 PM

i gave billy my spikey green hat and he gave me his yeti! YAY I HAVE MY OWN YETI!!!!!

/ 3:31 PM

sorry in advance. i had this conversation with billy and i need to bitch.

:Monk: says:
not many of the girls that I use to hang out with seem to have liked you...
:Monk: says:
lol
:Monk: says:
probably all jelious..
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
yea i don't know any who don't hate me to the death XD
:Monk: says:
lol
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
but i shouldn't care because they all do nothing but drugs these days
:Monk: says:
yeah
:Monk: says:
seems like it...
:Monk: says:
I don't know too much about that...
:Monk: says:
I hear all sorts of weird things from everybody...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
like what
:Monk: says:
well I hear things like brandy's on meth
:Monk: says:
then I talk to her and she says she's doing ok and looking for a job...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
oh yeah i think christina told me that..
:Monk: says:
hmm
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
chris and i are on somewhat good terms now that she's not with shane anymore XD
:Monk: says:
lol
:Monk: says:
yeah
:Monk: says:
really?
:Monk: says:
she fucking hated you before
:Monk: says:
anyhow
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
i know i still have the hate mail
:Monk: says:
if I was a chick I wouldn't trust any other girls..
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
i don't
:Monk: says:
they're just too vicious...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
that's why i don't have any friends
:Monk: says:
hate mail eh?
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
and i can't trust guys either cause yeah
:Monk: says:
good stuff...
:Monk: says:
why's that?
:Monk: says:
oh?
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
what their motives are
:Monk: says:
is it cause they're like me....
:Monk: says:
lol
:Monk: says:
yeah
:Monk: says:
I don't know
:Monk: says:
people are too weird anymore
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
yeah
:Monk: says:
oh well
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
yeah life goes on
:Monk: says:
sometimes..
:Monk: says:
but yeha
:Monk: says:
I don't now
:Monk: says:
knwo*
:Monk: says:
I can usually trust most people cause I can smell when they're bullshiting me...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
lol
:Monk: says:
yeah it's a handy thing to be able to do...
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
i just don't give anyone a chance anymore
Lesson of the day: evil always gets the mailbox flag says:
i'm too paranoid

high school was the worst four years of my life. this is an example of what i had to listen to every day:

karen: my cousin and i used to soak cherries in drugs for three days and then eat them! IT WAS SO FUN!!
brandy: oh that is so awesome!!
karen: and when we did LSD we didn't even know where we were anymore! haha!
brandy: wow cool! so when do we get to go party again?! *gets all buddy buddy while i sit there staring at my food*

oh well, i'm over it.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 / 11:32 PM

my eye looks really bad today. x.o my cold is worse than ever. you know, this whole thing came around about the time of the blood/sandwich incident and i hope this isn't something serious. i was the one who handed her the sandwich. and i was the one who cleaned off the blood from the window the next day.

Monday, January 02, 2006 / 8:55 PM

i suppose i should update, but i don't feel like talking about it. there was a party at jesi's house. went out for lunch for mom's birthday. working for sandra and lawrence again for the past few days.

and now for deviations.

the giz

and...

crap

sexiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunday, January 01, 2006 / 12:54 AM

YAY!!!

and a better shot of opal...